Mine and forever <3

Hell yeah! I'm so-called back!

2010-06-05T05:17:00.000-07:00

After a loooonnnggg break from whatever-the-hell-I'm busy-doing from blogging, yeah, I'm back *sniff sniff* My blog had been covered with cobwebs and all. I didn't even have the chance to bother on cleaning 'em :p

Due to first term school holiday (is it the first term? correct me! cause I'm noob in tracking school holidays in calendar -___-) I decided to keep my blog super alive now! ;D WUHHOO!

Bizzare things happen around me and things had happened too fast. Too much to explain in a day right now. Well I guess I just have to spit out those things that happen to be popped out suddenly at this moment.

My legs still sore and my body still ache.

MORE ENERGY RACE PLEASE! :DD

Never regret to join this activities!

I HAD SO MUCH FUN THAT DAY!

Gay but cool

2010-04-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

What Do You Want From Me Lyrics

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

(So I) just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

Dumbly -.-

2010-04-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday really lighten my day up. Penyu swimming club, I adore! ;D HEHE. It was awesomely fun! Especially when you get to swim with my love ones! :D Chynna and Amy were surprisingly following up us that day ;) AND Dijah dated me! :p HEHEH. Matty was coming too! *hugs*

I followed up the small van instead the big bus so when I arrived at the pool I just knew that most of my friends were coming ;D We got changed up as usual then off we went to the pool. It was told that downstairs had been closed so we had to use upstairs intead ;/ the oh-so-deep pool that my feet won't get to touch to the ground eventhough I'm tall! *falling down into the pit hole*

For the one and a half hour in the pool, I mostly hang out at the side of the pool -.- I tend to not know how to swim already when I'm in a deep pool? :( I nearly drowned in the middle of the pool -___- I managed to kick the water to float myself, omaigod.

Zhi han and Matty were funny :p

Zhi han : *swimming, trying to float, ahhh.. *drowning* (HHAHAH)

Me : *grab him* oi you okay ka?

Zhi Han : *cough cough* -_-

Matt : I can see that your leg ah, looks like jungle!

Me : HAHAH!

Matt : Even coackroach going into there, won't get to find the way out.

Me : HAHAHAHA!

When I was swimming in the pool, I suddenly caught someone was as if he was pulling my hair then I was like OUCH MAN!

Me : *coming to the surface* Oi ZHI HAN! You want to cabut my hair hah?!

Zhi Han : Ah? I did that ? sorry sorry :S

Me : HAHA, it's okay :p

Matty kept poking me in the water! (L) HEHHEHE :D *poke back*

I HAD FUN DOING THE CANNONBALLS ! :D Vian was enjoying it too, yes? :DD

I didn't actually curled up like a ball? :p HAHA I'll try to fight my 'phobia' next week :p

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I despise adoringly don't really like eas lesson -.- wth is wrong with my grammar.

Today my eas teacher, (I don't really wish to reveal his name here due to maybe some stalkers would stalk me then the stalker will go like "ohh, so this girl despise this teacher, I'mma tell that teacher!" then I will be so in big trouble -__- childish much) ok, where was I?

*playback* Today my eas teacher, using my name several times ah! -___- We were learning ambiguous.

He spoke for examples and asking questions :

My mum read her book. They got two different meanings. (My mum is reading her book OR my mum was reading EMILY, a book)

*looking at me, smirking* EMILY, tell teacher, stolen painting found by tree ? (I was actually day dreaming :/ ouch) I answered, I don't know, sir. He replied, OH GOOD! Johnathan, help her. ( I feel so dumb -___-)

*explaning a question* EMILY, do you understand? Ming Bai? *nod nod* GOOD! (I WAS CONCENTRATING OK! but somehow he thinks that I'm still blur -__-)

*looking at me again without calling my name up* class, example of adverbs! DUMBLY. EMILY, remember that. ( I go like WTF in my heart. didn't he just offend me! )

*stare at me* EMILY! complaints about NBA referees growing ugly ? ( I successfully answered it correctly! :p ) very good! *search for another victim*

Oh hail the mighty. Please give me power to conquer this eas subject and give me bravery to show my weakness of being shy! -__________-

enough of that ! *sniff sniff* I felt guilty after made complaination about that -_-

My Matty darling's friends said I look like a doll in this picture! :O

AM I? DO I??! ;p

Yesterday

2010-04-16T17:00:00.000-07:00

Ah yes, again, I had to admit that I'm pretty busy already for this past few weeks. Nyaha! :p With all those homework and assignment never ending, plus everyday going on with my clubs.

Recently I've been elected as the blogging editor of PC Clinic. Here, let me give you the link if you readers are interested in taking a peep of it. PTE Katok PC Clinic Though it's not really entertaining enough, but I'll try my best to time management doing homework and blogging ;)

I won't be babbling much right now cause I don't feel right today :p Meh! I'm still blogging anyway.

School's been hectic already. I've torn apart my shoes, legs becoming sore due to the walking here and there to each class, been pissed by teacher (a secret not to tell cause I'm being a disobedient in school :/), sweating all day cause Ptek is a hot school for God's sake! -___-

But anyhow, school's not bad as it calls at pre-uni. The teaching method is wayyy different from my secondary school. By the way, I plan to take AS exam of course :) For Mathematics and EAS. Wish me pass with flying colours!

Oh! missed mentioning about school this days. Right, so Ptek had been like doing all those voting as president and vice president. So everyone goes like doing all those post it and sticking on their uniforms like ... okaayy~ :p

A room full of love

2010-04-16T16:44:00.000-07:00

The decorated room, blossoms of flowers wallpaper lovingly pasted and lying peacefully on the wall from the top till the bottom and to the corner as well. The attract attention of the magnificent chandelier that hung from the wall ceiling was so welcoming to any guests into the room.

Music flows in the name of vanilla twilight warmed all those innocent fellow hearts. Crystal clear to see all the bronzed, elegant and sturdy furnitures that intelligently placed to suit everyone's requirements.

The paintings on its wall, the ticking of the cuckoo clock, the soothing music, the gorgeous velvet curtains fell down upon the window. How amazing this room could be. Those fascinating decorations looked pleasantly in the eyes.

Adding to that breathtaking weather outside the room full of love. The sweet looking sun was shining dimly directly into the room for adding up the cheerness light and therefore the room wouldn't be so dreary looking. The clouds in the sky were dancing waltz as if they were in a dance ballroom.

The room elegantly now declared as a room full of love where all those decorative, delicately that will dilating your passion.

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What do you think? -__-

I had known as the master of doing grammatical errors!

Have a look :D

2010-04-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

Have a look in my new blog of computing.

www.emily-fung.blogspot.com

( I know my link's lame -___- )

As for my dear teacher who encourage us to have a blog to do our exercises ;)

Sudden moment

2010-04-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

Oh so it was like this. Matty and I were trying to find any place during our ps but it seems that library, all full house then student centre, full house too. Canteen, no need to say, the condition is worst, I meant like, I couldn't stand the heat! :O I was like sweating here and there due to the searching of an empty space for use to do our homeworks. Worrying my physics won't finish on time :/

Searched an empty class finally after about 15minutes -.- I sat down there, fanning myself and puffing and coughing myself out. Matty was like are you okay? Aiya, my lack of stamina -.- hahha! Then suddenly there was an announcement, stating my name in the list of names. I heard "Eemelee Fuung BE24" He sort of pronounce my name as if he's having difficulties -.- I didn't really catch what he just said where is the venue. Then I was like, whaa? Block G or EG? Dumbfounded. Why are they calling my name? :/ Immediately?

I told Matty about that I had to go to the "venue" to see what's the condition. I met some of the people who had just called their names too so I just had to follow 'em. We found the class after that and Sir (I don't know how to spell his name?) Eas, I've been transferring class, then I was like WHAAA?! O_O Eas took my PS5! From that day onwards, my ps will be at block3 instead of 5! I came downstairs to take my bag from the empty class I went to with Matty.

Told him about the bad news and I'mma miss ps with him! :'( Everytime ps, he's always the one accompanies me but now ps3?! I was in the mind thinking who's in the ps3 ah? He told me that Zhi Han was one of them. I'll be glad I knew some people having the same ps as I am :) A shocker indeed to know that my EAS class had been changed and subject teacher changed too! Mr Ravi would have told us earlier :/

Then computing class been canceled, then I was like having two PS in a day! :D Been with my computing mates at the canteen. Fakhrul and Lyea were there being with me doing homeworks and sort out things :) I ate a cup of french fries cause I was starving already, in the early morning? -.- After that, breaktime! And I met my boyfriend at the canteen so I cling to him to our next class, Math :p

Then after Math, I was having another PS. I walked to the canteen with wani and found my ex classmates. Zhi Han joined our group then we were like doing the talking more than doing homeworks :p We ate lunch after that then I spotted Matty again. was about to cling to him when I heard another announcement indicatiing we swimming club members had a short meeting at the admin block. Sudden moment.

With a sudden and not expecting announcement, Miss Joyce told us that there will be no bus provided cause they didnt see our timetable that today will be swimming T.T Miss Joyce was sort of disappointed so the teachers had to provide us their transport to take us there. I followed Miss Olivia's car with vivian, Dijah and the two other girls :p it's a great thing we get a transport.

I've been not swimming for like two or three years, not even sure. Or maybe decades, worst. Perhaps I had to swim more to get my stamina back. At 3pm, everyone's was rushing here and there to get changed to our swimsuit. Teachers are like pushing us to get changed quickly :P

Dijah and I were in the intermediate stage. My goggles screen kept fogging up and I had to take it off, rinse it with water then put on my head back -.- repetitively and repeateadly. Seriously, vian told me to spit some saliva onto the screen so that it won't get to foggy :p HAHA!

We did the freestyle swimming. For this whole years since I start swimming, I just knew that my freestyle swimming method was totally wrong! :O Okay, so I was creating my own freestyle technique :p Kiss the biceps! :p And I literally kissing it, euw :p ahhah! That's the real technique. I tend to like make my head go above the water only. I didn't even bend my head to the other side and "kiss" my biceps.

Everytime when I did freestlye, the water was like going into both of my ears. So yeah, my hearing blurry, plus my vision, more blurry! (without my contacts, it's just hard to recognize people in the pool) Overall, it was totally awesome! :DD

About 4ish we had to get out of the pool and quickly rinse ourselves, get changed and sign out of from the pool. We arrived at the school about 5pm and we're like expecting less people will be there. Student drop off point was like lots people there still waiting. I took a glimpse on my outfit, I look like auntie -.- with my school shoes on (forgot to bring sandals, crap)

Had to wait Zhi Han again to get my stuff from his locker. Share his locker space for this time only ;p Zhi han was following Miss Joyce's car so had to wait like 30mins at the school. Luckily I was not alone, was with vivian :D heh.

When Zhi Han came, moi moi and us were like running to our locker areas :p HAHA. Gosh, after the swimming, my body aches and now RUNNING again?! -___- oh yeah! his locker was like SO FULL! Including my school bag and his bag and two big ring files of his! Perfect fit ah! :p HAHA!

Then I went home, exhausted :)

E-shopping

2010-04-05T18:33:00.000-07:00

To Missie Paradise, thank you for the stock that I've been wanting it. Yes, I've tried online shopping at Facebook. I scrolled up and down their fashion clothes and new arrival ones. Somehow I still having doubt on going to book it or not. But yeah, end up booking one dress. Which I regret after few days -.- cause the dress was like costy and I don't have the interest on that dress anymore. I wanted to cancel it but they said once booked, cancellation cannot be made. I was like oh crap eh. I decided to change to a blouse instead, cheaper and maybe will suit my requirement :) So yeah.

Should I say, the quality is like not good? -.- Earlier on : To Missie Paradise, thank you for the stock that I've been wanting it. Sarcasm in there :p

Picture : caught my attention
Real situation : not amusing my requirement

Such a MEH! :p (I don't even know what is MEH means) Indicating sasak in there ;p

My mum, sis and daddy kept on mentioning about that online shopping. Saying that I'll be gullible to get cheated sort of. Scared that the person will fraud away my cash or the person will give me the wrong stock or being used stock -.- I just wanted to try out online shopping, I mean like trying something new won't hurt right. Somehow they kept complaining and lecturing till I felt that I'm such gullible.

uhuh, I've learnt my lesson -.-

Bored attack

2010-04-02T17:56:00.000-07:00

MEOOOOWWW ~ Boredom~!! :p Alert alert ~! hahahaha! *craze*

Edited.

Original visualize potrait photography by myself :p

Meh! Narcissistic much! -___-

First of April

2010-04-01T21:06:00.000-07:00

I'mma always gonna talk about school since I'm like spending most of my time at school.

School, school, school - yada, yada, yada :p I'm so bored till I go yada-yada. Wth I'm so lame -.-

I'm like feeling that Eas is getting tougher than I thought :/ I better go read some articles in improving my commenting skill. It is wayy out of my expectation. Dear Eas, I'm sorry that I've underestimate you -.- *bang the wall*

Going up and down the stairs really made me sweaty! I sweat easily and I despise it! :O

Going to cafeteria, sweat *took out tissue and lap my face*

Going to the notice board area, sweat *lap my face*

Going to classes, sweat again.

Wth. This could go on and on.

Fear : Emily so crazy, siao one :p
Me : *LOL-ing* Oh, you even know what is siao?
Fear : Someone told me ma.
Me : AHH! I know who! *wink wink* :p *mentioning his name*
Fear : No, no! It's not him! What's chicken in chinese? (random talk eh)
Me : Why? you hungry ah? its call "ji"
Fear : Also can use for people kan? why kan? what does it mean?
Me : It means a...*silent* HAHA a whore.
Fear : WHAT? you kidding la :p HAHAH! Don't you april fool me!
Me : I'm not! :o It is true :p
Fear : Em, you wanna eat a WHORE? since youre hungry :p HAHHA

So siao one :p hahahha.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO BREE PHA! :D

Another of my bestfriend :D Wish you the best luck in everything and you're the bestest friend I've got! :D We're still darlings each other, yes? :D we're gays! ;p I miss gossiping and stalking with you ;p

Am like, omg, my pupils are like covering the whole eyeballs of mine -.- Too hyper motion face I've got. I'm drunk -.-

My babyboy is a sleepyhead *mwah* I love you darling :D HAHA! (L)

P.S I no like playing Go -.- Cause I always lose, that's the reason *kiasu tone*

S.C.H.O.O.L

2010-03-31T18:35:00.000-07:00

I like the feeling when I get to type my username and password in a twinkling of an eye :p (have I said this before? no) I'm like asking question and answering myself -.- poor me. Crap, I'm tired with all half of the day at school. Wanting my life ah! :/

Yes, I praised the Facebook creator that creates this :

S.C.H.O.O.L = Six Crazy Hours Of Our Life!

I DOUBT IT! More like MORE THAN SIX HOURS staying there.

But it's alright, at least got friends and my darling to hang out with. That's the only best thing about school. Agree? :D

This morning, went to school as usual, more like 7-ish arriving. Great timing, no traffic jam! It's usually traffic congestion occur at about 7-ish am. Spotted my "alai" gang. They used to call themselves alai-alai and I don't know why :p (it rhymes wat)

Lyea and I went to our class but I spotted Bree at the halfway. I took her to Rhon's class but she haven't arrived yet so yeah, in the end, we didn't get to see her this early morning. Bree and Zhaf are okay with each other. It was yay! :D

Had an hour of Physics then out I went for my ps to find Matty. It's usually full house in the library or at the canteen. You should have seen during breaktime and lunch time at the canteen O_O wayy crowded! We searched for an empty classes to sort out our things. I got the record books! :D My babyboy adores pinching my face :p hehe

Matty : I don't like that teacher *pointing at him*

Me : Why not?

Matty : cause he cut my hair ah!

Me : what la. Saspen eh. Cause your hair too long ma. Covering your eyes one. Samseng.

Matty : Where got samseng la. I just don't like him ah. I want my hair back *estimating how long is his hair* So short :/ You know the time when at Go Tournament, you've seen my picture right. I miss that hair ah!

Me : *No comment*

HAHA. He's such a complainer and as if he soo into his hair ah :p Cute.

Had an appointment with Dijah today :D I so miss her that I wanna hug her! xD HAHA. Her birthday's today! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DIJAH! My bestfriend! :D I gave her the gift I bought at miri, it was sort of huge and fat making my bag fat and plump :p Get to talk to her, Bree and Zhaf was there too ;p Oh right! Today's April fool eve! ;p

I no like during lesson. It's so dreary :/ I wanna have ps whole day! :p

I got Computer and Math test today. It was awful. Especially the ones that goes to Computer. I'm like reading the topic, yes. But it's like 1/4 of the topic I've read come out :o Super dead meat. I'mma fail for the test. Math test was superb. I finished early than anybody else just hope that I'm not too over confident. That'll deduct my strength.

After Math, Matty and Zhi han were outside the class, probably waiting for me. Then I was like saying hi to them la. Out of the blue, Zhi han was like dragging while putting his arms at my shoulder then I was like ah what? -.- blur eh. I spotted the girl that he adores for him and he was like floating away to get to her. HAHA!

I've spent my afternoon time after my eas class with the birthday girl and a guy, don't know his name at first :p Named Hazwan. He's cool and I like to communicate with him. We chatted at the cafeteria/canteen. I don't know why I'd rather communicate using english than chinese or malay :p I just love to use english.

For example, during GoClub meeting just now, there's this chinese guy named Derrick Ling, I spoke to him English. I won him at the first round. A funny guy that told me, during the game, his hands were shaky that he even demo his shakable hands to me :p haha!

Ghaz : Emily, tu ah semua geek ah.

Me : *laughing* ko geek jua la then? :p

Ghaz : Obvious wa tu. Semua pakai spec lagitu.

Me : Why do you wanna join by the way.

Ghaz : Pasal ada this movie playing go. Durang main atu cool bah.

Me : Anime ka? Ko pandai main?

Ghaz : awu anime. Pegang pun inda pernah.

Me : Aku pun beginner wa :p

While Ghaz was playing with a so-call-for-him-a-geek guy, I was playing with Derrick. Ghaz goes like this, "Laju wahh. Lambat jua ko ane." to the geek guy :p Then he was like, "pikir jua ku ne" staring at the go board :p HAHA! Gagas with Ghaz really suitable eh ;p

I played a round with Ghaz in my sleepy mode. Of course I lost to him terribly and I want a rematch! -.- *kiasu*

I'mma hunt down Rhon tomorrow! Since she asked for it! :p

Splendid day

2010-03-22T21:10:00.000-07:00

Hey again, I've been procrasinating for another post ;p I was actually wanting to update it few days ago but I was just to lazy to get my fingers on the keys to press blogger.com :p

It was just too fun to be typing your username and password with a speed of light :p

Another term of school holiday just begun since last friday and I so miss school already! Nevertheless I tend to be sleepy early in the morning that's why I don't like my ps after the registration cause my boyfriend would be freak out seeing two panda eyes staring at him :p Meh!

I wish not to post too long as I haven't even finish my homeworks yet. Seeing that everyone's been doing their oh-so-many homeworks, I was wondering, holiday homeworks are many? Why didn't I got many homeworks like them? All I've got was Math, which is simultaneous topic (oh, baby's topic) plus Quadratics and Physics MCQ question (which I can minnie-minnie-miny-moe if I have no other choice) :p I've done Math and now Physics, which I most probably have the difficulties and stress looking at those questions. I'm starting to regret why the hell do I take Physics for -.-

End of discussion about this stressing up things. I shall do my homeworks later and no procastinating!

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This morning, went to renew my i.c and as usual, have to wait hours to move my turn. In order to save time and my boredom, I brought along Marley and Me novel. I read for like 10minutes and turned around to my mum said, " I must read in a quiet and lonely place -.-" Man, such noise. Patience isn't at my side so I stared at my brother which he was playing psp.

After the long procedure of doing I.C, my mum was suppose to bring my lil brother to go to stadium to inject the H1N1 prevention. Due to it, my mum asked me to inject too O_O And I was like whaa? Injection, duhh as painful as a mosquitoe bite :p (simile eh :p haha)

The long, thin, silver, shiny needle went straight into my skin as if the nurse stabs deliberately and shot right into my arm! I was like ouch-ouch! wt* :p HAHA! So Pain! :O *crying in the inside* My lil brother was like ahh..AHHH. hahahha, in the end -.-

I had another date with my babyboy therefore had to rush to go shower and get ready with my dressed up the right after I got home, well about 11-ish.

So he fetched me at 12pm, waved my mum goodbye and told me to be home by 4pm :/ I said alright then off I go. Deciding what to wear and getting ready last minute ain't my type :p

Haven't eaten lunch so we went for dim sum to fill up my empty stomach for awhile. My babyboy is so sweet (L) hehe.

At 1pm, watched Alice in Wonderland again :p Had to accompany him to watch again. The twice watch, I still like the movie :p Sweeter than ever! (L) I don't like the empire cinema's chair. They're so short and uncomfy :/ Better don't watch movie there again.

I was really having a great moment with my babyboy :D (L) we went to walkway to the empire and near the beach and then suddenly we had to go due to he had to fetch his brother from school. So I followed.

After fetching, he had to meet up with Makai to get the go sets at hua ho tanjung bunut. My busy man :p Then, I went home after that :D I'm a good girl am I? :D It was exactly 4pm when I got home O:)

P.S My left arm's in pain of the injection ! :'(

Cool school

2010-03-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday - 16th March 2010 (Tuesday)

*taking out timetable* I seriously haven't even memorize my timetable indeed -__- So yeah early in the morning after registration, Matty and I got ps. We decided to study in the library, luckily Viv booked seats for us ! :D Good! Now I got two seniors by my side I have nothing to fear of doing Physics no more. I was thinking that they're must be good in physics cause apparently still early of me to get stress in this stage. Yes, I'm having difficulties in answering the using the graph in physics. Somehow the homogeneous equation makes me sick too -____-

I kept banging the table and screaming under the pillow literally silently due to the question that I couldn't even do or just stuck at halfway. I was really envy of my Physics mates that they completed their works like a flashlight :O I was like how the hell did they do this, do that?! I was like STUCK! O_O

Viv got our seats like so great! ;p *hugs her* HAHA. Due to our library always shortage of seats as you guys don't know that, the library is so mini. Well, I just have to tell Matty that I'mma go library everyday during ps so that he won't search everywhere for me :/

Oh yeah, viv ah! Whenever I use tipex, I think of you ! -__-

Me : *taking out tipex and shake it*
Viv : Eh, you don't know youre not suppose to use tipex meh? Your teacher gonna deduct 5marks of your C/W or H/W of you use it once.
Me : WHAT? :O really ka? Eh why you no tell me earlier one? I didn't know bah! *panic and went to check all my notes and exercises* Oh mati -__-
Viv : You don't listen during the orientation meh? they got mention jua.
Me : No leh. You guys seniors so maybe you guys know earlier liao ma. I'm just junior, don't know anything so is that an exception to use tipex? Why are they so strict anyway?
Viv : *burst out laugh* ;p
Me : OII! -________- MAIGOSH! stupid eh, youre sooo MEAN! HAHA! -__-

I was so naive that I actually fell in her bluff.

After physics was computing. Okay, so my timetable goes like everyday the same subjects. Cool. The same teachers I get to see everyday. It's not like in secondary like I used to see my Addmaths teacher like two times in a week for example. Cool right? The same teachers everyday with homeworks every subjects everyday! O_O

So Computing we had a presentation to present. Good thing my name indicated the last one cause I was late entering the class. It'll be my turn after the school holidays so I get to edited some if I want to ;p Shafira (which I call her fear), had stage fright that time. She speaks so soft ;p I couldn't even hear her voice ;p She used to present infront of girls (she's from all girls' school) that's why she got traumatized when she tend to see some guys infront of her ;p HAHA I think that's cute ;p

Math period was pretty fun yet, the class is the hottest :/ Hate the class and I tend to get headache everytime I'm in math class. EAS was FUN! ;D I like my emotional-way-of-teaching teacher! :D

Lunch time with Matty, I ate a bit and I'm full already. Matty ate like a lot and he ate faster than me. He had to wait for me to finish my meal first before we went to class ;p HAHA. Physics in the afternoon that time. Teacher was as usual, don't talk much to us and she didn't even smile a bit, made us feel like we've done something wrong :/

After Physics class, I met up viv on the way so we chat a little while, while waiting Zhan and Matty to show up to watch a movie later at the Lecture Theatre 1. Watching a movie called Remember the Titans. The movie was okay but typical for me. It's based on true story of how amazing of a football coach he is. In the Theatre I was shivering cold :/ Matty took my hand to make my hands became warmer :) (L) I love to play around in his long fingers.

Matty took me home after the movie. Well, we had not actually finish watching it though and it's already 4pm. Matty's mami already there waiting for us so we had to get out from there without having to see the The End.

Today - 17th March 2010 (Wednesday)

Today of all days is the most tiring yet fun day again! ;D Well, I had not much talking about those morning school lessons yea? It's just a repetitive daily routine and the same old subjects keep repeating for the whole day ;p Nevertheless, I just like studying and going school ;P

During ps, I had an early "lunch" with Matty ;p I'm just too hungry due to I ate three pieces of cookies and a cup of milo for breakfast. So during breaktime, I was hungry :/

My babyboy was even hungrier than I am ! He ate two hotdogs in one go then I was like O_O you're not full eating one hotdog and you want two of them?! If I eat hotdogs, I would happen to half it cause it's too large for me to gulp them up! I ate a cup of french fries instead, and it made me full like what O_O

I spotted some of my friends then I happen to say hi or yo ;p I'm just too jobless. Friends that I'm close with, I would happen to stop by at their place and would babble so much about some stuffs happening :D I love breaktimes and PS! And Lunch! ;p

At 12.15pm, I had an important discussion meeting about the swimming club I joined. I was guided by Mayven, I think she's our coach? category by people who knows how to swim a lil (intermediate) They got three categories by the way, beginners, intermediate and experts in swimming ;p I declare myself intermediate!

At 2.30pm, I had another meeting again for energy club. Met most of my seniors I know there. Somehow most BEs joining are girls :/ The guys I know are Fakrhul, Alex and Zhafri only ;p All girls, strangersss except Dijah and Bree. Next Saturday will start our first activity but too bad I can't attend due to I'mma going miri that day :/ awwww~ After the meeting it was like, 3.30pm and I missed the fun fair at the MPH! :O I wanted to play the games so badly :/

Tomorrow can't even cause I had tuition to teach. Oh yeah, I'mma quit tuition the next month. I'm tired of teaching them and I need to focus on my studies begin now! O:) MEH, as if :p

Oh after the fun fair thingy, I went home around 5pm. What to do, no transport ;p So exhausted. I helped Kim and Viv to pack things up orgamized by the socio week. After my sis fetched me, we go saloon having a haircut. Not much difference in my new hairstyle -__-

Fifteen 5th ♥

2010-03-15T17:21:00.000-07:00

On the day itself, Monday, which I don't really admire the day cause it's mostly called to be a monday blues. I slept pretty much late that night, kept blinking my eyes yet not yet fell into dreams.

Great, early in the morning, I won't be much suffereing from lessons and so yay for me then! ;p Due to the competitions for zikir thingy or maulud thingy, I'm not pretty sure of it. I'm pretty sure that it's for the muslims thingy. Zhan got suggested to go to library together instead of going to hall the whole day ;p We'd rather go study at the library.

Splendid thing that we found ourselves a place to do our works. Mind you, library at my school is pretty much smaller than my former school :/ Wayy smaller that kind, plus, I always have difficulties in finding place to sit since katok-ians are lots.

I was doing my physics whereas Zhan was doing his biology. I could see that all those Zhan read the bio notes are like "heaven" -__- GOOD thing I change my mind that I decided to take computing instead of bio. I was actually thinking to drop computing then go for bio. However, I thought of it the last minute, then I decided to maintain my subject as computing. How indecisive -.-

Zhan and I were shivering below the air-con for two hours straight -__- I bet we're the only juniors that escaped from MPH O:p HEHE. Zhan was being lame that time and I didn't even concentrating on my work due to I kept laughing at his lame jokes and we did chat a lot MEH ! :P

Spotted Matty in Math class when we're on the way to the toilet, even waved at him like sot ;p HAHA!

My ps was at block5 so I went home early. That's the reason why I dislike monday :)

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY TO MY BABYBOY, MATTY!

I love you more each day ♥

Almost Alice

2010-03-15T13:46:00.000-07:00

Finally got to watch this movie that I've been waiting for since last year ;) Mmm. The desire of it seems to be accomplished ;p HEHE.

Alice in Wonderland is definitely a great movie. The animations and music background made me enthusiastic, ringing in my ears! It was an adventerous sort of movie. A bit not suitable for children I guess ;/ Maybe cause of the makeups of the characters and all sort of weird looking creatures too will make most toddlers won't climb into their bed late night.

It really get me going :D I love Tim Burton's movie!!

Judging by the trailer, it's still the same old story with Alice falling into the rabbit hole and drinking and eating things that would make her grow or shrink in size. The difference is that this one's got a burtonesque twist in the depiction of characters and production design.

The dark, twisted, mad character of Johnny Depp really got me cracken up! The mad hatter.

Helena Bonham Carter as The Red Queen. She sure looks more to funny than evil in the movie HAHA :P Her head's (in heart shape) larger than her body!

Anne Hathaway as The White Queen. Delicate and graceful ;) She's pale O_O

Mia Wasikowska as Alice was really beautiful in the movie. She act purely well :)

I remembered I did watch this Alice in Wonderland the cartoon version. It's more to wonderland than the Tim Burton's one ;p It's more musical and kiddish but I do admire watching it when I was a toddler.

I love the part that she become big then small again. The tea party, the white bunny rabbit was clumsy and cute, the blue caterpillar's smoking inventing shapes of puffs from the smoke :p CUTE!

Alice in wonderland's theme song by Avril Lavigne, I love the video clip :D

Happy faces

2010-03-14T17:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning, Ptek-ians juniors whom got invited to our former school, Sayyidina Hasan had hit the multi purpose hall! ;D Everyone with their smiley faces, memories that we had brought to our former school. It's just too amazing to even flashback 'em!

Obviously people involved had been abandoned our school lesson for just a day. Let us just pretend to be blur when the school starts on monday ;p That morning, we had an academy award for the brilliant students.

Most of my former mates are from ptek. One out the ptek is MD and it goes to Miftah ;p Seems outcast O;P It's great to meet up my 'old' buddies and mates!

Meet my cracky, innocent beshtie, Dijah ! :D Love you! ;p

I'll never forget those smiles and laughters you all have. It's one of the most wonderful sound to hear

Credits to photographer : Muash Rosman

My birthday boy ♥

2010-03-11T22:01:00.000-08:00

Seriously, I did his birthday gift last minute :p To be precise, I started last monday ;p I was having a hard time on deciding what to give. yeap, ending up stress haha. In the end, all my hardworks are worth every minute spending on it ;D

I made paper hearts for him. It's my first time trying and trial, experimenting the ways to fold it in a proper way.

I even thought of youtube-ing it -__- I really had no experience on folding origami sort of. That's the best I could think of a birthday gift haha ;p Self-learning by youtubing. I sort of followed the style on folding kind of like that. Mission accomplished! Though I didn't count how much hearts had I folded, successfully filling up a box of hearts! ♥

I thought of putting my record books inside too ;) hehe. I was really glad I finished writting in just one night before his birthday ;p yeap, I stayed up late night just to make everything perfect O_O

I sent a lovely birthday greeting exactly midnight, 11th March 2010 ♥

The morning, going to school as usual. I met up Lyea and the rest of my mates last year. Sitting with them and chit-chat for awhile. They've been at the pool area way early like 6am -.- gee ;p After that Lyea and I went to our registration class to take attendance.

As usual I had all those subjects arranged in my schedule for Thursday. Early period had Eas. Sir Ravi as usual teach with his emotional teaching method :P haha. Physics period after that, whenever I see Teacher Ainee, she reminds me of teacher susie :/ her teaching method likewise ms.susie. Yeap, sort of strict and she didnt talk much. But at least Teacher susie got sense of humour -__-

Breaktime with ps after that, had a chance to spend more time with my birthday boy :D He was asking for his present but I lied to him saying that I did not have since I'm empty handed ;p say, my bag was getting heavy due to the present I had to carry :O hehe.

During breaktime I get to meet up my friends ;D I was a bit awkward and put up a flusterred expression when Matty told me that vice president of go wants to talk to me. I thought she was going to mention about the go club thingy but instead she told me she'll gonna give Matty a surprise so I obey her rules ;p HEHE Alright then during ps, I finally gave Matty his perfect gift. He loves it! ;D Kept saying thank you AWW ♥ ♥

During lunch time, we successfully hid the surprise for him :D yayy, mission accomplished to put a smile on him! Most importantly, he laughed ;D I love the way he smiles, it's just so tempting ;p HEHE ♥

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING ;D The book record I had written about you are facts and never will I change my heart for the others. My heart just belonged to you. Hopefully I'll get to celebrate all your birthdays every year ;D *mwah* ♥

I should have taken a picture of the present I gave ;p

Love you lao gong ~ ♥♥

Pain in the eye

2010-03-11T21:41:00.000-08:00

See, my blog had been isolated for weeks already ;p Due to my tight schedule, indeed ;( I nearly got suffocation and breathing difficulties. So exhausting in my high school life. Morning till afternoon 2pm, school time. After coming back from school, I had to rush into shower for my another meeting with my students. Yes, I'm still teaching in the mean time. Backaches, complaining, whining and all that won't do any good for me. Better add more fuel into my energy -.-

I should have told you readers, about me, being a lost-blurry looking junior in ptek -.- It's embarrasing when you get into the wrong class, it's very panicking when you get to see people that you don't know and suddenly you burst into the class and blurted out, "sorry, I'm late" in any way, it's an incorrect class. It's too frustrating when you circling around the block area twice, and didn't even notice that your registration class was just another block beside the circling-around block -____-

You wouldn't want to know how blurry I could get and with the lost looking expression I could put up. There's no punch in it since I'm a lag and blurry person :( yeah, I admitted -.- First day was petrifying. I followed the map to go to my registration class, BE24.

Me : oh, umm is this BE24?

Guy : no, this is AE.

what what what? the map says it's BE24! O_O *panicking attack, don't faint* WHERE THE HELL AM I?! why am I circling around -.-

I messaged my mate, Lyea. She was already in her class waiting for my presence. She told me its at the second floor, block F in Accounting5. Glad that I bumped into Dijah, she accompanied me to find my class. I'm so not independent :( After like 15mins, finally reached the finishing line. Gosh, second floor made my heart went thumping fast :O I had to run and climb at the same time, I was late!

Good thing I could make the registration part. Sigh of relief :O Great thing was my first period is ps. I could rest for a while before the start of another lesson. My ps is coincidencely same with my babyboy ;D good la, I'm having a senior boyfriend to guide my way ;p He once again exploring the ptek area with me since I'm a total winner in forgetting -.-

He showed me everywhere in every block but I'm still confused in the going up and down staircase and all blocks do look the same. He told me where his locker is but I tend to make a mistake and complain that all lockers look the same! O_O *sasak* :p

Subjects are driving me nuts! :/

Physics - I hate you, why are you appearing in my life again? -.- oh right, I'm the one taking you back. More formula, in my face!

Computing - Projects and all techno-techno stuff? -___- give me a break will ya?

Math - oh you're so mesmerizing in the eyes...not till I grab your eyeball!

Eas - wtheck is this? and whaa? similies, metaphor, alliteration etc

Better than last year's though, taking 9subjects ain't fun. This year I'll try to put more effort on this 4subjects!

ah! I join CCA club ;D Swimming, energy and go club.

Most exhausting day yet fun

2010-03-05T12:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning, I forced myself to wake up at 5.30am. Well, not force-force though since I've had already set alarm. The night before was tiring cause I had to prepare some work stuff for my students to do. I prepare, my mum teach just for a day due to the orientation took the whole day. Almost :/

Orientation at Ptek. Sucks eh. Traffic jam early in the morning at Jangsak area. Never encountered this much traffic congestion before! Matty had been waiting for me since 6.30am till 7-ish. I told him not to wait since I was stucked in the middle of millions of cars in between. My dad was pissed due to the traffic. I was hoping that I won't be late. Registration at 7.30am. Still stuck in the traffic along the katok road at 7.25am. I had never got this late to school before. Probably I should wake up at 5am? o.O

Yes, my beauty sleep had been conquered by the orientation.

I just knew that my group tutor was the last one, BE24. And it sucks -.- They're ignoring us as if they're abandoning us. Wasn't nice at all to feel that. Lyea, fortunately being classmates with me or else I'll be as stiff as a stick sitting there doing nothing. Haven't even got my timetable and fees whereas the others had their mission accomplished -.- Screwed it. They're even being a slowpoke telling us one by one to go up stage to pay the fees. Such rule.

After them all done the pays, we had short break. Had meet up with Dijah, Bree, Zhan and Rhonnie ;) Glad to see them all. We were as if chit-chat in the middle of the Audi Hall, not to mention we were blocking their pathway. We just didn't realized that ;p After that, we had talks about Ptek school rules all the time till lunch period. Starving and boring the hell out of me -.- I yawned several times. Didn't get to make new friends more.

Prayer time, hang out with Bree, Zhan and Matty. Matty was being our tour guide, strolling around Ptek ;p Our private tour guide's cool ;p hehe. This school was sort of huge. Bree and I even pretended? to be lost ;p HAHA. Such a cool feeling being a junior :D

Back to the Auditorium Hall again with more boring talks. After those short awhile, we had campus tour! ;D It was like guiding by a prefect (I asked zhan his name and he told me his name's Khong or Kong?) He had such loud and clear voice. Sense of humor not bad. When patrolling, I was walking with Lyea and Moimoi. Lyea just couldn't stand the heat, plus her bag was so huge and heavy. Poor her =p Yes, me either. This school as if they got less shade. Next time I'mma bring sunblock -.- Dislike campus tour! Though I was being disorientated by the surroundings ;p

Before going home, had talks again in the Audi. Maigosh, they kept repeating the same thing over and over again and I couldn't understand why they're going to take orientation for four days! -.- *faint*

Alas, at 4.15pm, we were set to free from the hall. No fun eh ;p weather hot = mood worst. Cars were parking all the katok's area. Hard time on spotting my sis's car. Walking under the sun with my folder up to shade myself. Exhaustion mount within me.

Went home with my face all pinkish-red. Sweating was never ending ;p HAHA. My students were still there. Kindda miss them? I think they miss me more ! :P HEHE.

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Evening had a dinner at empire for this PWM awards. My lil brother got it so we as a family went there to support him and enjoy those tender food ;p Expecting some fancy and delicious food loh! Ended up, not puking or forcing myself to swallow bits by bits. Maybe those rich looking dishes doesn't suit my stomach! ;p

Performances did take place during that time. Dislike that bellydancing and all those exposing dances from a Malaysian girl who speaks more than 7languages? -.- Made the VIP wanted to go home ;p sasak watching bah.

Agnes and I went outside taking pictures then. I spotted Kevin with his friends outside. But I pretended not to see him ;p He came in then gave me a broad smile while tossing his tie over his shoulder? (Is he like acting cool? -.-) He said hi then I replied a hi. Then I walked away, with his disappointing grumble ;p HAHA! Biar ia.

Went home quite late, 12-ish am. After my shower I was wide awake then I decided to online for a while. Saw my boyfriend online making me curious since he told me he's going to sleep already. Asking him what's wrong and the stories continued...

That's GHEY!

2010-03-03T21:15:00.000-08:00

I mean come on, I've obviously set my lazy bum to blogging right now xD HAHA! Sheesh, it's been inactive for weeks. I had obviously had the best weeks so far. Just few special going on about in my life though. HEHE. The last Sunday had been my most adventerous, memorable and the most stupidity day! -.- noob eh. hahaha. Better record it somewhere cause it's worth remembering ;p Though I'm not a dong-dong type, had to just record so that I won't forget ;p Nyaha!

Recently I'm staying up late and enjoy "gaying" with Zhan! :P HAHA~! Such a "GHEY" moment ;p

His dance is oh-so-tempting-sexy! HOT eh! I think I fell in love with this hot 'sunshine' boy. Though he sings emo songs, mostly :P HAHA! ♥

As Zhan said, this is heartaching and it really was ;/ Aww ♥ adorable. I'm into korean songs! o.O I gotta get get Rhona for more! :P HAHAH!

Seungri~~ ♥ ♥ YOU SO HOT! HAHHAAH GHEYY! :P

My midnight hangout with them HAHAHA KYAAAA ♥ ♥

So lame :P

2010-02-25T23:00:00.000-08:00

Had to take a short quick nap just before my teaching period. Gosh, I'm getting used to my schedule already. Teaching is part of my routine now and yeap, getting used to it and furthermore, quite exhausted of it O_O

Besides, it's not that bad after all. I get to get along with kiddies talking and craps with those lame jokes they best got -.-

Jess : What you eat for lunch just now oh? (cause after hearing jia lu's burp) -.-
Jia Lu : Heh, Nasi Lemak or Nasi Katok, I don't know :P
Jess : Hah? you dont know what nasi you eat. what la.
Jia Lu : Nasi.. I dont know.
Jess : Oh! So you're eating Nasi Tak Tahu! HAHAH
Jia Lu : HAHAH.
Kelly : *putting this expression -.-* So lame~
Jess : yeah bah lame bah jia lu.
Jia Lu : you said one wa.
Me : Quiet! *slam the table* do your work -.- *putting an angry face*
Jess : *laughing at my angry expression*
Me : (omg shes not scared of me) -.-

My happy time!

2010-02-23T20:09:00.000-08:00

I've been not posting anything here lately due to my busy-ness in the weekend and not much time to squeeze in to my blogging routine. Well, a lot of things happen lately. Events happened so much!

My place here got openhouse last sunday so yeah, been wandering here and there, busy helping my mum out. The night before, I was thrilled and couldn't even sleep well -.- I had no choice but to use concealer to cover those black circles of mine =.= When I woke up, around 9-ish? I thought they would gone into "world war 3". Instead, my mum and sibs were watching TV, poker face by Lady Gaga, innocently o.o After watching 'em, we just realized we haven't prepared anything yet. Some foods hadn't been cooked, tables were empty -.-

So yeah, we did everything last minute. And gosh, I was still in my 'pyjamas', haven't shower yet and it's 10am! (openhouse started at 11am by the way). I showered and dressed up for 20mins. Then I had to rush to take some foods that we ordered earlier with my sister.

Anytime, guests will be appeared infront of our main door then greet us a happy new year, shaking hands :P First comer, then second then third. Busy serving drinks and foods. That is why I don't like openhouse -.- Artie with his brother came not long after that. Then came Matty with Martin and Elson ;) I envied Martin that he get to take picture with Wu chun! I was like omg :O HAHA, Matty joked that he was the one with the sunglasses on, taking picture with Martin instead :P We talked and took pictures too ;)

The wolves were hitting my house! :D

Matty gave me a pair of dolphins hugging each other. It's adorable. After he had gone, I'm starting to miss my Matty again :( But anyway, it'll take another week to see him once again and it'll be like everyday yay! :D Then guests continue coming to my openhouse. After all those busy, Bree and her sister finally came ;D Dijah couldn't cause nobody went to fetch her. After Bree went home, my mum told me that there will be another openhouse we had to go, one of my student's house. When we arrived, luckily the lion dances haven't even start! For a minute,we thought lion dance had just finished! The lion dance performed like an hour T.T They were really exhausted I could see that from their sweaty face -.-

In the middle of the lion dance performance, my stomach went grumbling :/ HAHA. Yeah I was starving! The food were awesome! :D Waiting was just so worth it! Fireworks displayed too, lots and awesome-ness! HAHA. Vivian and I went exploring their house after that. We ate desserts and being 'sakai' to a magnetic filter cleaner? HAHA for the aquarium. We went to the backyard after that. Spotted a cute lil fluffy puppy! :P Her name's Avenue. Pretty ain't it? :D

Then we explored into a karaoke room, kind of romantic lighting ;/ Guess the lighting didn't do much good to the capturing photos.

Vivian was really thrilled to see a kid peeking on us :P or is she? Vian's funny mahn! :P When she called her as if she's a puppy or something hahah, we didn't even know her name, Vivian ended up calling her Lilo :P

This cute lil' girl name's Kelly Loh (I think that's how it spelled)

She got a pretty cute smile and the most amazing laughter. She walks as if she's hopping. She gave us all hugs and flying kiss to say goodbye! AWWW :DD

Not while after that, we went home. Exhaustion mount within me and sleepy-ness in my eyes :O Went home and off I hit to my pillow~

P.S The blogger having a problem on uploading photos -.-

Interesting fact

2010-02-19T16:05:00.000-08:00

I found this website quite interesting and amuse me which is so so true for most people out there :D

Check out here!

I especially agree with this.

Dating Rule #21 : What Exactly Is The Perfect Female Body? *Deploys anti-flaming wall*

Ah, the million dollar question, what exactly is the perfect female body? Today i shall discuss what exactly the perfect female body is, it may differ from quite a lot of your views and society views, but deep down, i’m pretty sure this is what guys (who don’t have any weird fetishes, of course) really want to see in their girl. *Deploys fire flaming-wall*

Skinnier Does NOT = Sexier

There’s a thin line between being skinny and being slim, they may both start with an ’s’ but they mean the world of difference when describing a girl. Skinny, means you’re under-nourished because you’ve starved yourself too much of food in an attempt to be “sexier”. However, there is always a line that needs to be drawn. And that line is well, at skinny of course. The equation that skinny = sexier does not hold true as that way, no offense, but starved famished women of the world would be the sexiest women in the world, yes? God made human flesh for a reason, and that’s to give the human skeleton some added shape, so don’t work towards being all skin and bones as technically, in a way i cannot fully justify yet, that would be sinning. Thus, with the fact that skinny does NOT = sexy in mind, let us analyze how to be slim, and not skinny.

Slim Means Perfect.. in one of the many language interpretations out there i believe.

(Yes i still love Hayden Panettiere despite her gross acts in Heroes) Being slim is the way to go, or as many people would call it now, FTW (Fabulously Thin Women). Being slim does not mean eating less, but it does mean leading a healthy lifestyle, which, contrary to what most anorexic people believe, is eating and exercising. Of course, you shouldn’t over-exercise (no offense please don’t pummel me Miss Strong) to being all bulky, but a little muscle, i believe, is a huge turn on for many men. Many of the models out there don’t only have diet plans, they have diet and exercise plans. Thus, with that in mind, women now have an extra incentive to hit the gym, besides the incentive of there overflowing with iron bending alpha males.

Get A Tan! Edward Cullen’s influence on pearly freakishly white skin is over!

Bella (from the Twilight movie) is only so white because she has a skin mutation problem! There’s a reason why the phrase “a healthy tan” exists, and just for the record, vampires being as white as they are, are not exactly healthy since they are, after all, theoretically dead. Thus, the simple linking equation of white = death is drawn and thus justifying the existence of the phrase “as pale as death”. Okay, forgive me for wandering waaaay off topic, but sad as it is to many sunblock companies (not so for tanning salons), being white and pale is not what most guys find attractive, some might, but not most. So get out of the house and start running! Soak up as much of that vitamin D as you can without getting skin cancer!

Lose The Spectacles! (Note : I am by no means a secret affiliate to the “World organization of contact lens > spectacles”)

As much as i believe perfection is perSPECtive (pun intended hahaha), i also too believe that spectacles do not exactly enhance your looks. Sunglasses, maybe, but spectacles, not so much. They form a barrier, so to speak, that prevents completely pure eye contact and depending on how thick your spectacles are, covers up quite a bit of your face (yes, your face is as crucial to attraction as any of your other assets may be). So, try to lose the spectacles and get contact lenses, they are much sexier (:

60 Things

2010-02-18T23:19:00.000-08:00

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

Photography

2010-02-18T17:31:00.000-08:00

Thinking deep

2010-02-18T16:42:00.000-08:00

To my heart says. What is it haunting me? The time ticking so slow on the clock. The desperation of going to school? To meet friends, yes. Can't wait to flip all those subject books of mine that I've been abandoned them for a long time. Though for four months ain't long.

Is my optional right? I doubt it. Can't really bear the discussion in class anymore, for I couldn't bear any lecturing being spoken from my family members. I've been staying at home all day long. Not to mention just to online chatting to socialize or just facebooking or blogging. My english language are getting sour and salty. My brain's getting rusty. My knowledge are getting out of boundary.

Who is it to blame? Myself. Everyday I would just sit infront of the laptop screen. Don't know what to do yet so little time. Everynight I would lay on my bed, thinking deep of the past memories and the present too. For the future, I dare not to think much cause it'll end up out of my expectation as it always appear in my dictionary.

Why have life being so colourful to me? It is a yes, cause I got my lover by my side. I have nothing to fear of. Yet, I still wondering about my past tense and compare with the present. Why, is that very necessary? Maybe cause of insecure?

I got my family by my side too. They're on my side supporting me and giving hope to my ambition. I've been thinking lately about it. What should I've become? Since my pharmacist dream had been poofed into thin air due to the not-really-satisfying result. Should I? become a computer related job? Yet, there's millions of people in this world that are far wayy better than my computer knowledge and I'm still on the edge thinking that it's not very stable kind of job.

Every now and then, still on the edge, thinking, thinking, thinking. It's a never ending routine.

Meteor Shower

2010-02-18T15:01:00.000-08:00

Snap shot

2010-02-17T23:01:00.000-08:00

Let the pictures hit the blog!

The second day of CNY is also my birthday :P Well, according to the chinese calendar. So I'm 17 again :P (Zac Efron's movie. Pfft lame :P)

Angpao worth RM895 $.$

This CNY

2010-02-17T17:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! 新年快乐!

Hey peeps :D Back from my old hometown! Got back yesterday afternoon. As soon as I arrived, my head hurts a lot :/ Due to the bumpy ride from Sibu to Brunei really gives me headache and yes, I did vomit in the car :O HAHA euw -.- Bumpy ride for 7hours! Imagine that x.x

Nevertheless I really did enjoy this chinese new year 2010. Though for me, it's like the same cny every year that we had celebrated. This year, hmm.. yeap, same -.-

Reunion dinner would be held on the cny eve, gethering all kinds of tender foods and lots more more delicious foods on the big round table with the lazy susan :) It was enjoyable and great to see all my relatives sitting on a table, cherrish happily with all those smiles they had. Reunion dinner is always held at my grandmother's house. Glad to see my grandma's smile on her face :) Seeing that my aunts, uncles, cousins too :D

First day of cny, everyone woke up sort of early. Dressed up nicely and went downstairs. Greet the elders a happy chinese new year :) Get wishes from them and angpaos too :D Got greetings from friends via messages, aww. Miss them deliberately much :D

First house we went to was my grandma's mother side's house with my uncle and cousins there. I'm not really close to my cousins' mother side though. Every year, my siblings and I would just sit quietly in the corner, but the house fills with laughter and talkings between my mother and them. I didn't mind, cause I get to eat those snacks and delicious cakes served just for us :D Watching TV ain't bad at all :P

After all those visiting to all of my aunt's house, we went to Vivian's house. Glad to see them again :D Then the whole afternoon, we would just wait people to come to visit to our house. Serve them drinks and foods, greet them too.

I get to eat many foods, and yes, my face becoming chubbier O_O

Okay, likewise them, vaining during chinese new year is a normal thing :P

Mystery Valentines

2010-02-11T12:34:00.000-08:00

This year was the second time I leaked out tears because of touched words on valentine's day. Though today's not valentines but I consider today too ;)

Never would have expect my darling would give me a valentine's surprise gift. Like I told him, I love surprises, therefore he did everything just to make me happy ♥

Well, from my point of view, I think the that card and panda cookies had been there all the time. But I just noticed it pretty long :/ Due to busy packing cause this afternoon, I'll be leaving to Miri then Sibu :) I'll be back within a week.

Hopefully this big thingy hello panda would be able to fit into my luggage O_O HEHE.

Happy Valentine's Day to my beloved Matty ♥

Will be meet again ♥

2010-02-11T12:00:00.000-08:00

Advanced say

2010-02-10T16:45:00.000-08:00

I like to glance longingly at your side view when you're driving. I adore your odor, it smells just like the way I like. Your smile just made my day even brighter. I hope to hold your hands forever when you started to hold mine. He plays the song that I most love. He gives everything what I wanted just to make me smile.

Yes, I did make four reasons why do I wanted to go out with you last sunday :P HEHE.

1 - To accompany you shopping for cny clothes and shoes

2 - Celebrate advanced valentines day

3 - Celebrate our advanced 4th monthsary day

4 - Cause I miss you and wanted to see you

I like the way I hold your hand with two of my hands :D
I like the way you hug me from behind.
I like the way you kiss my cheeck.
I like the way you poke me then I would poke you back :P
I like the way you worry about my safety.
I like the way you call me "lao po~"
I like the way you stare at me and smile sweetly.
I like the way he kisses me goodbye when we're about to leave each other.

Mostly,

I like the way you say I love you even if it's just 3 simple words.

Without you, my life would be monochrome. It is you, whom colour my life ♥

I love you, papa panda ♥

Black and white

2010-02-10T15:39:00.000-08:00

As chinese new year just around the corner, could see most chinese families going shopping and all that. Buying those foods and beverage for souveniers and bring back to their hometown.

As for me, yeap, I'm going back to my hometown at Sibu tomorrow. Will be start our journey in the afternoon but yet, we're gonna stay overnight at Miri first cause day's getting darker. I got my allowances for this month so I'mma spent them on some clothes at Miri. Haven't buy the perfect shoes for cny but I think it doesn't matter much I still can use back the old ones.

I did some preparation for cny, like helping my mum baking cakes and decorate some red hangings here and there at home. I could already smell the cny spirit :P

I left Brunei with misses and desperate. Leaving connection devices here and go out to people's house get ang pao -.- Not bad for getting money. Sigh, I'm gonna miss my baby boy dearly :( He's going to Singapore on a holiday. Have safe journey, darling ♥

Registration

2010-02-09T17:28:00.000-08:00

Didn't know registration could be so torublesome :/ Even yesterday I didn't get the Ptek form so I had to take it in the morning. Luckily tuition morning canceled and so in the afternoon. Had no choice, was too busy :/

Get the katok form, fill in with yada,yada,yada, then have to go back to school to let principal have a chop. Waiting is not in my blood -.- gosh, it takes pretty much long though. Thought I could go straight to Katok after got the principal chop but nuh-uh. Ended up going there in the afternoon.

My mum was pissed at me just because I didn't get the katok form on Monday -.- Doesn't mean that we don't have time for registration! Off to Ptek.

It was kindda deep inside O_O Never went on to this road, never seen Katok before. The area was huge and wide. Building was majestic tall and massive O_O whoosh okay I sound exagerrating. Though the Auditorium Hall was as big as our Hasan's, pretty much with those design they have.

Have to take numbers to take our turn. Lots of people in the hall. Saw the president of Katok and prefects too wandering around. Saw some people I knew, yet I covered my face -.- What's with that. At first I was in awe with the surroundings. Well yeah what do you expect from a first-come-to-Katok girl :P Teachers are friendly and pleasant to know.

Yes, I have decided what to take ;)

- Mathematics

- Physics

- Computer Studies

- EAS

Before taking English subjects, have to first discussed with Sir John (I think that's his name). Matty showed up suddenly and poked me from behind. I startled for a while then I painted a smile for him :P HAHA (L) I like Sir John's spec. So thick like Nobita's! (you know, the doraemon) HAHA O_O He complimented my name is short and nice :P that's because everyone's name are so long that he has to record them all :P

The registration done and waiting for 2weeks time for the confirmation are left to do. Went for shopping at Giant with Mami for a while. I bought perfume and high heels! :D

Astonishing result!

2010-02-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

My prediction was right! The Olevel result really released out yesterday ;) uhuh, and I delayed my post about yesterday. Was quite busy and didn't have time to sit down here quietly and thought about what to post :)

Well, the night before the result was released, I really had great pressure and insomnia. Couldn't sleep. I changed every sleeping position every second -__- I counted sheep, not working. I listen to the ticking-tocking of the clock, not working. I stare up at the ceiling, not working. My mind was filled with a list of names. I had a vision that my result will be worst. Think back to the past made me felt guilty. I really didn't do well for all the papers. But I had tried my very best, that's for sure. Hopefully result won't make feel down. In the end, I slept at 2am -__-'

Saturday morning, nothing happening. As usual, making breakfast and watch TV as usual daily routine. When it was lunch time, suddenly message came. I was like O_O badump badump. It's alright, it was my darling :P Let out a relief. He too also asking me about my result which it haven't come out yet. Then second message beeps O_O Zhi Han message, indicating that he heard Olevel result released already. I, in a middle of having lunch, when my chicken on my spoon fell off seeing that message -___- Absolutely no appetite after that! HAHA!

I was like doing WTH expression. I rushed upstairs to take shower -.- after shower, Bree called me. She told me about her result, then I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG she knows hers already. I was in a nervous mode wondering what's my result =/ Hers was absolutely GREAT! Got 8 out of 10 As! I congrats her and at the same time worrying about mine. She's clever and all that but I'm just an average level mind. I saw Facebook. People telling their own results. Dhiyaul was cleverer than me and he got 4As. Predicting, if he got 4A then I'll get like 1A or no As at all T.T That was just my guessing.

I was waiting for Bree to fetch me to school, and together we will see my result pasting on the noticeboard. My mum couldn't fetch cause of busy-ness. She kept me worrying about 1hour -.- man, I kept praying and wishing about my result. It was soo outrageous nervous! My heart kept thumping every second! O_O Flashbacking on the day I did all those subjects, omg omg omg. *crying* -___- I sound like as if it was the end of the world -.-

Bree came then we talked a while in the car. She had my result but didn't wanna show me :P I told her I'll just see myself on the noticeboard itself. Dijah arrived earlier at school already so we went search for her. So great to see her, man! Gave her hugs :D crowded at the noticeboard area. Sight-seeing people's expression. Enthusiastic, mostly. Well, if they were like that, then I should be too? Had a glance on the noticeboard, catching some As :D Oh yeayy! My name was easier to spot cause my name was the shortest ones from the list. Emily Fung. Short and simple.

To have a great look, Bree let me see my result, which she had already recorded.

Maths - A
English - B
Malay - C
Chemistry - B
Biology - C
Physics - B
Amath - B
Computer Studies - A
Commercial Studies - A

Shooshh! Got 3As, 4Bs, 2Cs. Not bad la -__-' 9'Os! Most importantly my malay is a C! Yes, first thing in my mind, Ptek, here I come ! :P

I called my parents and told them about it. They thought C in malay couldn't enter to katok. 9'Os!! WUHUUUU! Told gor gor and Matty about it too ;D What a relief!

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF MY MATES AND FRIENDS!

great achievement this year! *sniff sniff* :D

Spotted Sir Leong at the hallway with a wide smile spread on his face. Seems like his students mostly got A for him. Whoop-de-doo for him :P Some teachers congrats me as well :) Thank you.

The thing is I can't believe my Math got an A while my Bio got a C -___- those two prediction so wrong-ly. I expect those two should be in a B category! :O oh well, I just dont have those bio in my head T.T I let Sir Zamri down :( sorry sir. hey, I'm chinese, what to do with my malay! I got a C, I can already laugh like hell!

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I had dinner at Vivian's house. Great feast and yeah I missed her :D HAHA. My childhood place ;') with childhood friends. What a memory :D Alex was better than mine eh. Congrats to him that he got 5As ! :D Had long chatting at her place. Meanwhile I played speed with Agnes. I ended up losing to her -.- Man, I gotta fix that! :P Been a while I didn't warm up with cards.

Going home pretty late and had a little conversation between Matty. Last night I ended up sleep late due to thinking too much. Didn't know why -.- Satisfy with my result already but heck, blockhead, keep thinking nonsense -___-

14th Feb

2010-02-05T12:25:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day with Chinese New Year are clinging together. Celebrating the love-couple day on the first day of Chinese new year! Oh gee, loving family! :D HHEHE

I guess this 14th February 2010 resembles red-ish :P Pretty bloody red!

Baby, I want this,

chocolate-bite ! :DD click it to the yummy!

Rare

2010-02-03T18:05:00.000-08:00

I seldom watch korean dramas but this got me glued to the TV :D But still, I'd rather listen to korean songs than watching dramas. Lately I'm into this drama O_O

Cruel Temptation.

It's a good piece of drama ;)

Brief Synopsis

Eun-jae (actress Jang Suh-hee) majored in fashion design at a prestigious university and starts preparing to study fashion in France as a post-graduate student but she becomes pregnant with Kyo-bin's (actor Byun Woo-min) child and then marries him, jettisoning her career hopes. Her in-laws are part of the nouveau riche class and lack any class but Eun-jae tries to get along with them during seven years of her marriage. Her first pregnancy, which led to her marriage to Kyo-bin, ends in a miscarriage. When Eun-jae becomes pregnant again after a long wait, she is overjoyed.

Around the time of her pregnancy, Eun-jae's best friend Ae-ri (actress Kim Seo-hyung), returns to Korea after studying in France. Ae-ri was also Eun-jae's brother's girlfriend at one time and when she left for France 5 years ago, she said a "sponsor" was footing the bill for her tuition. But Ae-ri's so-called secret sponsor turns out to be Eun-jae's husband Kyo-bin. Eun-jae later finds out that Kyo-bin was cheating on her with Ae-ri. Eun-jae is shocked to learn of her friend's betrayal because she thought Ae-ri would marry her brother, making them sisters-in-law. On top of that, Ae-ri had Kyo-bin's child, a five-year-old boy. When Eun-jae's brother Kang-jae learns about Kyo-bin's indecent past, he physically assaults Kyo-bin. Due this incident, Kyo-bin and his mother pressure Eun-jae to sign the divorce papers. After Kyo-bin and Eun-jae get divorced, Ae-ri doesn't find her married life comfortable because her father-in-law looks at her with disdain. While nursing her broken heart on an island, Eun-jae is visited by Ae-ri, who demands that she abort her second pregnancy and move to another country. Kyo-bin also confronts Eun-jae and takes away the wedding ring he gave her and throws it into the sea. Eun-jae jumps into the ocean to try to retrieve the wedding band because it means a lot to her. But Eun-jae can't swim and Kyo-bin doesn't try to rescue her. Eun-jae is lost at sea. Kyo-bin and Ae-ri become partners in crime and hide the terrible secret of causing Eun-jae's disappearance. They return home and tell the family that Eun-jae committed suicide.

Meanwhile, Lady Min, a wealthy woman who built a fortune in the retailing and money lending businesses, happened to be in the area near the island where she was searching for her missing daughter together with her adopted son, Gun-woo (actor Lee Jae-hwang). She spots Eun-jae floating unconsciously at sea and rescues her. After she loses her baby in another miscarriage, Eun-jae is taken care of by Lady Min and her adopted son. Eun-jae assumes the name of Lady Min's missing daughter.

Time flies

2010-02-02T23:30:00.000-08:00

Time oh time, quickly you fly by. May the time come quickly, will ya? -__- Wonder what will be like when I get to see my own result pasting on the notice board of my school. Will it be like gloomy? emo? happy? Or no comment some sort? Cause predicted already according to my till what achievement can I make.

Everynight I could dream of result. The face of horror. There were some credits, I meant lots T.T I shall die of waiting it. I dreamt of going to school too :') What sweetdreams I had going to school meet my friends again ;) especially I get to hang out with my baby boy everytime. I even daydreamed of having lunch with him :D Oh gee :P Now there I go, drifting away by fantasy.

Anyway, it's getting late and look at the time I post this :/ Bet my darling will mad at me for not going to bed at this hour O:) Shh. I want lullaby ;)

Blame it on the pop!

2010-02-02T12:30:00.000-08:00

Confess it, this song's rock! :DD

Panicking mode

2010-02-01T21:30:00.000-08:00

I was expecting today the OLevel results will be revealing but I guessed expecting will not give the actualy result, sigh. I've been desperately while curiously wanting to know already! Man! What took the moe so long -.-

Making everyone panicking and some people going like oh-my-god-I'd rather-not-knowing-my-result mode. Seems like everyone's feding up and so am I. Somehow this noon, I've received Dijah's message, yeap, suddenly :/

During that time I just finished showering, read the message that goes, "Emily, are you going to school now?" then I go like, "OMG THE RESULT??!! IT'S OUT ALREADY? O_O" Quickly, I get dressed up and ready to go school. My hearts kept thumping and throbbing AhhhHHH! Seems like end of the world -.- You wouldn't know the nervous in me.

Then I waited nervously for her reply that goes "well in fb demo bazli said out sudah he got 5 O!" Then I was like OMGG! Absolutely the results out!! O_O But one thing I had to make sure, call the school. "Oh, haven't out yet." There she goes, replying my nervous attack.

I kept saying Hah? or what? haven't out yet? she replied me several times, not yet. Then Dijah replied me telling me that it was a bluff -____-'' once again, the gullible emily being fooled :O

Sigh, I don't wanna wait no more :( It keeps me insecure.

I'm lost in your eyes

2010-01-31T23:35:00.000-08:00

I'm so adoring this blogskin! :D

Blue-ish, grey-ish and white-ish! (L)

I changed it cause the previous ones looks awful and scattered around :/ Still under construction but I managed to fix them in a while.

Fair enough

2010-01-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

So I just went to this consumer fair at ICC which will be the last day today. The last day will be hell lots of people wandering around, crowded people squeezeing here and there just to see what sort of promotion and sales at the consumer fair.

Going to the fair ain't my type. People squeeze through people can get suffocation. First, find parking and then get bus to go to ICC. Weather was hot and all that, forgot to put sunblock. Heck, nevermind cause I'll just hide wherever got shed. I got sensitive under the sun cause I'll be sneezing -.-

Main entrance of the ICC reminds me of going to take the Academic Award. I used to go there every year ;) Hopefully can be choosen this year too. Shoosh, cool inside and majestic. Get to spot Zhafri working at the Winter Wonderland and I said hi and ended with a bye. Cheh, I thought it was some sort of snow present in there but it's just detergent and bubble floating in the sky coming out from a hole? -.- Air-con(s) provide so that's why made the place cold. And the decoration, it's from NBT -.- get to snap some pictures though.

Then went shopping and sight-seeing things. Yada yada yada, didn't get to buy anything :/ Ah, for my own good to save money ain't it? Anyway, the food court place was oh-my-god. Not enough sitting place so we had to wait for the ones that had finished their meal then quickly conquered the place. Cleaner was nowhere to be found so my brother and I cleaned up ourselves. I quickly use my sanitizer. euw -.- Nevermind of the man that sat next to me that thinks that I'm a paranoid some sort. The man was quite friendly, he talked with my mum, both complaining about the restaurant's food expensive :P

Last stop, went to the place-so-called-wet-market? That's my point of view. Selling those housewives gadgets, yeap. Wth, and I think I stepped something euwy and gooey at those area. Those irresponsible people there just threw food stuffs onto the floor -.- Gosh! I wanna go home :/ My mum was getting all rushing-to-see-her-gadget feeling.

Finally went home with a big sigh, then my mum suggests to shop at Jaya for a while. Good grief. At least it's not like at the "wet market". Bought some stuffs for myself then went home.

Automatically went to a deep sleep when stepped into my room, smash myself like sandwich onto the bed. zzz.

I want it back!

2010-01-29T22:33:00.000-08:00

I could just flipped and played around my long hair whenever I'm bored. Any fashions could be done. Sometimes I bite the end of my hair, eventhough I knew it was disgusting but who cares, it's my own hair.

Whoop-dee-doo, I so want my long hair back :') I think it's more suitable than having short hair eh? Never had short hair before. Though when I looked back my old photos, short hair or classic hair -.-' Those two's were never get bored out of my life. I know in the past, I had no sense of hair fashion :P

You still think I look good in short hair? *tempting sparkling puppy eyes* :P

I randomly post

2010-01-29T04:48:00.000-08:00

I got another new student tuitioned here ;D Actually couple days ago. I'm just getting lazier to blog. Well here I am, nothing to do so updating blog would be nice.

Kelly's wayy nicer than Jia Lu and Jess. Both of them complained like crazy when I gave them some works to do. And yes, when I gave them work no doubt about it they're lots O:) For example do page 1-10. Ah yes, suffer those kids :P HAHA! Neh, then I gave them lame reasons like, "you wanna get no.1 or not? then practice more la. It's for your own good" :P

Especially Jess, she complains about I gave her more work than Jia Lu. They like making cute face. Sometimes I would go like -.- or bang the table. Overall I'm getting along with those kids. They're adorable. Hopefully I'll continue tuitioning them till the end of the month ;)

Tomorrow's a SKINNY chance of knowing our result :/ Sigh, I nearly fed up waiting. I don't wanna expect more of it. Instead I don't think much :D Good ah :D

Last night, watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose. It's a horror movie where a girl named Emily Rose died due to 6 devils conquered her body. I heard its based on true story. She's like being possesed some sort. Goosebumps all over me when watching her being possesed :/ Oh, creepy. Father was trying all his best to get the demons out of her pathetic body. The way she screamed :/ was like omg. She scratched the wall with her claws and even ate woods. Her face was being scratched by herself and she often wake up in the middle of the night, i.e 3am and did something horrible that I couldn't imagine, e.g like doing yoga? -.- she curled up like prawn on the floor at the same time eyes and mouth wide open. Speaking of the devil, she even challenged the priest, talking some unknown language O_O

I knew I would think much of my results so yeah, I ended up watching that movie O_O It worked. I slept peacefully last night :P Weird.

Meet BAMBOO! I love the song Avalanche by Marie Digby!

Pictures speak millions of words

2010-01-26T06:23:00.000-08:00

It was the best birthday I've ever had! ;D Loving the surprise party planner!

*mwahhh* :P

The people, part of the lying-the-gullible-birthday-girl *sniff sniff*

The couples :D HEHHEHEHHE

The inturder and the invasion of Fakhrul! Coming on with some peace signs and laughter! :P

My friendly old neighbourhood :D

The handsome wolves and my two Best BoyFriends! :D

The presents are still come in messy on my tables. Exactly occupied on my desk.

Walaa! Happy 17th Birthday to me :D

The true story beyond

2010-01-24T18:35:00.000-08:00

I'll just start off with couple days ago. Celebrating advanced birthday with my family at Misato ;) And yes, it's a japanese appetite ;D Aww gee, if I could have one more bite of unagi!

Coincidencely saw Makai and his friends stepped into Misato. I was like that guy looks familiar. After finishing dinner, went for shopping at huaho kiulap. That place reminds me of childhood moments, we rarely go there anymore. Who would want to go huaho kiulap so far when we have Huaho bunut instead ;p As usual my mami would go to clothing section to buy clothes for cny. Actually kind of bored looking all those clothing already so I just stared at my phone, wondering if my darling will be okay at kk.

Then again, I saw someone familiar. Someone which I wish not to see that person again. It was too sudden! O_O I squint my eyes and I 50% sure Johnny was looking at my direction too! I let out a squeked and hid my face -__- dang! HAHA seeing him reminds me of memories.

Then when I hid my face, he's gone. Was that an illusion? No idea. Then came a message from my darling ;) I was actually a little mad at him for his late reply. He told me he didn't enjoy his kk trip at all, wishing me to be at his side. I so miss him from the bottom of my heart. I was too, wishing if only he wasn't at kk -.-

At 10.30, I went online, waiting for someone who could actually chat with me on my birthday. Thanks to the ones who willing to accompany till my exact birthday. I received few greetings too. Thanks everyone ;)

My sis accompany me chit chat for a while before we sleep. Complaining no one would ever celebrate with me on my birthday. Just a small gathering. And then we went on gossiping and secrets. I had trouble sleeping at night. Couldn't sleep at all.

The morning of 24th January 2010, woke up revealing panda eyes O_O ate donut as breakfast. HAHAHA pity eh -.- Watch the Biggest Loser Asia, as in so random. Aww I guess my birthday turned out to be the same ordinary day ;) Parents and lil bro went to Miri, left my sis, and Wilson at home. Planning for outing with Alex and Vivian.

My sis asked to go for Mister Pizza during lunch. Ate another bread for lunch?! :O We went out fetching Vivian and Alex before going to mall. Going to the CD shop to search any dvds. Around 12 going to Mister Pizza. Looking from far already I could tell Mister Pizza so quiet and why was that. Vivian told me to go in first as she pushed me in. The guy at the counter Mister Pizza there smiled to me o.o? I smiled to him back :P Apaan. At the walkway, I think I saw Deejah standing there. Well maybe that was just coincidence meeting her at lunch ;)

A SURPRISE break the whole silence ? O_O I'm 0% don't know what's going on. At that time, I didn't figure it out that today was my birthday :O HAHAH! OMG! Okay, people there actually saw my expression looked like -__-' It was a don't-know-wtheck-is-that expression. My face tells, "WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE??!" hahhah that was what Muin told me. Bree held a birthday cake infront of me. Then they sang happy birthday song~

In my thoughts, I was thinking, Aie? Didn't bree told me that she got a date? and muin, he got his plan too. didn't expect Fakhrul, elson would be here? Martin? Didn't he got a spring cleaning to do? :P and hah? Xiang Jun and his gf? Seeing Rhonnie too! And Carol!! :O AH? WHAT IS TIISS! and that was why my expression looks as if I'm ready to kick their asses :P HAHHA! omg. How could they lie to me!! They're such good actors and actresses!!! XD Everyone looked awesome!

They told me to look behind me. I glanced around then saw Matty! :O My mind was actually goes like this : OMG! WHY THE HELL IS HE HERE? didn't he just told me he went to KK? :O ohh I must be dreaming, dreaming!!! :OOO GAH, at that time, I wanted to differentiate between dreaming and reality! :'D IF no one was around, I could go hug him! HAHAH as my expression was too solemn already. Was too shocked ahh! :O man~ I could go like this forever, "I must be dreaming~" -.- omg omg omg omg omg ... Infinite. how could he lie, lie to me that he's going to kk? :') haahah. Didn't know a thing cause everyone act as if he was really going to kk ah :O omg I'm soo gullible! I'm as blah as a noobie!

Received soo much presents from them! xD THANK YOU SOOO MUCH EVERYONE! xD

I still can't believe it :'D *sniff sniff*

My cake was CHOCOLATE!! WUUUWEEEE :D hahah. And it wrote "mami panda happy birthday" Aww, that was the time I realized it was papa panda would have wrote it ;D I made wishes then blew the candle. I was having hard time on cutting the cake. It's hard as a rock, I could have use the metal knife instead of the plastic ones. Cake was yummy and sweet ;D Pizza was delicious! :D

After lunch hour, we decided to go for movie, the tooth fairy! :D I've watched the trailer and it was hilarious! The movie was SUPERB AWESOME! :D HAHAHA! Somehow I missed some part of it. Rhona and Deejah went home so we said goodbye while Bree and Zhafri too, in their own world~ :P

After the movie, Fakhrul and Muin were teasing me and my boyfriend :P I showed them my fist! :P HAHA I know, I'm so ganas :D After movie, we went for some desserts like ice cream? :D Matty introduced us to go to snowhouse. Never been there before.

So yea, went up the stairs and saw Tan sitting at the staircase with his shocking state when we all spotted him smoking outside snowhouse. Alright, I won't talk much O:) HEHE So we, Matty, Muin, Fakhrul, Elson, Martin and Carol went inside hunting for a comfy place. The sofa seats were taken by a I-don't-really-like-them group. I saw one of my friends there staring at me somehow I wish not to say hi :/ Woops. I'm not arrogant, I just don't want his friends think that the guy was my friend :P apaan.

We ordered 3 plates of snow ice cream, different flavour so we could share! Tasted soo snowy and stinging my tongue! :D Ohhh I love them!

After that, Matty and I went to take back my presents which we put at Martin's brother's shop ;) thanks martin ;) then I went home with my sis, wilson, viv and alex. My darling and the others went home too ;D
As usual, when one of our family members got birthday, we ate noodles with chicken soup and eggs. I ate two birthday cakes in one day! ;D HAHA. My sis bought another chocolate cake ;D WUHUU I made another wishes! :P HAHAH. *tamak*

Late night, chatting with my baby boy! Love him to the max!

Happy birthday to me ;D And I'm 17 :O still young. boo! :P

BLAST you guys!

2010-01-24T06:52:00.000-08:00

HAHHAHAH Okay, I was laughing like hell at my previous two posts I posted up -.- GAHH! Didn't realize I was that emo!! HAHAH :D Looking at it reminds me that I'm so gullible and so noobie -.- Didn't even know they were acting! :O

Ohh they're soo gonna get the Academy Award of acting!! :O

THE SURPRISE WAS AWESOMENESS!

This was the best ones in my life! Never had like that kind before ;)

I'll do all those story tomorrow ;D and upload pictures :D I'm tired going out the whole day ;)

24th January 2010, you're the best date !

Birthday

2010-01-23T00:52:00.000-08:00

I wish not to be pissed anymore. I was cold to him the other night right after he told me that he'll going wayy awayyy from me starting today till as soon as he finished his work and that means I don't know when. Pissed for a night made me feel suffocating. I don't usually pissed for a small thing. Well maybe yes, but not as long as this -.- Sigh.

He was trying all his best to make me happy and he did :) A bit. I understand that it wasn't his intention for leaving me and break his promise to me cause his company suddenly wanting him to go KK for work stuffs :S And yeah, I was really not satisfied when he told me that. As the second he told me I was in a state shocked. Couldn't utter any words but to left in despair -.- All the waiting I've been waiting since the day he promise me will spend with me on my birthday was all vanished like a powder into the thin air.

If he didn't tell me last minute I could have spend time with my friends on my birthday :/ Yeah sure. It was a surprise :'( I messaged some of my friends, most of them got their plans already. Either going out on a date or with friends or family. Aww pity me right ? -.-

Well, my family planned to go miri on my birthday so we're going out on a dinner today to make it advanced :) I'd rather count on my family than my boyfriend! O:)

Not a big blast birthday, just a small gathering will do :)

I'm still waiting for my boyfriend's plan to come true :)

He's not here

2010-01-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

Fine, I don't mind. Thanks a lot with the "awesome" surprise you gave! Especially on my birthday!

You don't even make me happy or cheer me up. Just millions of sorry you splattered to me.

Definitely a "happy" birthday.

Last year's the same, this year too!

Expect the unexpected

2010-01-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

Result of O Level will soon to be revealed and it's not known yet by us. Rumours said so that it'll be bombarded to us at the end of January. Gee, I just realized time past by so fast. Somehow I still feel it ticking so slow since I'm here being a desperate-o wanting to step into PteK!

I'm having this school-sick :( I wanna meet my friends again. I so surely they'll have in good shape! ;P haha!

The dates shifting next on my phone calendar so fast. I guess I even never notice what's the date today. My big day's coming soon. And neh, I didn't countdown or whatsoever. I don't think my birthday's gonna be any special happening :( Sigh, so like a drama~

I'm just hoping that the result of Olevel won't become my birthday gift ;)

Busy lady

2010-01-20T07:35:00.000-08:00

Morning : teaching Jia Hui + doing chores

Afternoon : teaching Jia lu and Jess + doing chores

Night : teaching my lil brother + doing chores? -.-

I'm like a housewife teacher nowadays! *sniff sniff*

Another month

2010-01-15T04:38:00.000-08:00

Happy 3rd monthsary Lao gong (L)

My love to you won't fade. I trust your promises that you gave me ;)

The kiddies

2010-01-15T04:22:00.000-08:00

So far my students been a goodie, enjoying my teaching I guess. They're sometimes being such a nuisance though but hey, they're kids -.- And their girlies with kiddish talking makes me sick nowadays. All the words they had spoken out to each other was "I LOVE PONIES AND I WANNA BE IN FAIRYTALE!" O_O I did all my best to make them shut up but I guess my madness won't make them do so. So I had to repetitively mad and bang the table -.- They did shut up for a while but not after one minute.

It usually happens when they finished all the works that I've given. Yes they do complain about the works I've given so complicated and many too. I love to make them "suffer" Nyaha!

Well, kids, talked about lame jokes. I had no other but to give them faces by forcing out to laugh with them when they told me about their jokes. Like ohh hhahhaha ~ -.-

But I do enjoy teaching them ;D I've been determined to make them genius!

The not-so-mad-at-all-expression with this kiddish face teacher -.- yeah laugh it up.

Oh worries

2010-01-11T19:15:00.000-08:00

There was once a student that is quite retarded in some ways. The teacher repeated more than five times in explaining so much clearer and way crystal clear! Somehow didn't get it why does the student kept repeating the same mistakes all over again.

The teacher tried to have some talk with her, like getting socialize and so friendly with her. Instead, the teacher seems like she's talking to the wall -.- or just wasting her saliva cause the student will just stare at somewhere else and pretending that she didn't hear a thing. With her unclosed mouth and this chinese eyes, it will give the teacher this expression -.-''

"No, I wasn't talking to you, I was talking to myself~" said the teacher. Pathetic.

Every questions that the teacher told the student to do have to give out the answer one by one, slooooowwwlllyyyy due to maybe her brain has been rusted and unable to perform function. Therefore the teacher had no choice but to force her brain to work, meaning shout or becoming hulk, that's the only way.

The student = Jia Hui
The teacher = Me

I ended up in the emergency room, thanks.
True story.

Love, Life

2010-01-08T19:34:00.000-08:00

Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

It takes but a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks, it can deceive.

Don't go for wealth, even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has opened before us.

The best kind of friend is the one you can sit with on a porch swing, never saying a word and then walk away feeling that was the best conversation you ever had.

It's true, we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes their way.

Maybe we need to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally do meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for the gift.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return , but what is the most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.

Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts, but if it doesn't be content that it grew in yours.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Vanilla Twilight

2010-01-08T18:59:00.000-08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

© OCEAN CITY PARK;

My job

2010-01-05T01:46:00.000-08:00

Sleepy.. in the afternoon.. SLEEEEPPPYYYY~ O_O

Keep holding on, emz :/ *slap face* I was trying not to fall asleep infront of kids okay :) Setting a good example.

This month I'm starting my job as the school already reopens I might find something to do. My mum suggests me to teach those primary kids of hers, last year that my mum used to teach them. I, as a substitute YOUNG teacher -.-' While waiting for my OLevel Result of course, I could gain some money :D Nyaha!

To make myself clear, I don't want them to call me "lao shi" (teacher in chinese) cause it sounds old okay :/ They're being good students calling me "jie jie" (sister) instead of "lao shi" leh~ :D HEHE adorable kids.

One such coincidence is that my boyfriend's colleague's daughter, Jessilyn Teh is one of my student :P I just knew when my darling told me that. And his colleague mentioned to me this afternoon again ;D I was so shy and blushed, agreeing her to that my boyfriend ever mentioned to me too :P

Jessliyn finished her work like a speed of light. She's really quick in doing things, that's her capability :) She's quite talkative too. Sometimes I get to know her better.

Jia Lu was quite quiet in some other ways when I get to talk to her. She just nodded and agreed everything what I said. A very good listener ;)

Tomorrow morning I'll teach another student again. Yeayy! :D Sigh -.-

Ehem, Yeayy is for fees $.$

But sigh is for no time for my nappy :/

I'll becoming a busy YOUNG teacher -.- in just one month :P Watch me!

The truth

2010-01-04T20:18:00.000-08:00

This is a list of things girls wish their boys knew :)

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

22. We hate it when you go to discos/bars without us.

23. We hate the feeling as if we are like any other girl.

24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30.We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32.Compliments. We love them.

33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.

39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you, we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook. — DON’T SAY IT, DO IT!!!

45. We never forget things. Ever.

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

51. We do not care if 50,000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

52. We don’t like being used.

53. We like it when you do unexpected nice things.

54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…

55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

Doubley date

2010-01-04T07:00:00.000-08:00

It was just happened yesterday and I could still feel that it was just now :) time fly past so quickly when you're with your love ones.

My sis and I stopped by at the saloon that Artie and my boyfriend went there. To fetch them up then off we went to our destination.

My dear was sweet-talking with me in the car =D hehe I loike :P

The picture shows it all. He kept teasing my hand that looks so kiddish cause mine's way smaller than his :/ Aww, even I have to use my two hands to hold his one big palm while walking :P HEHE.

On the other hand, Artie and my sis sat infront teased more than us HAHA. Well, they're so them after all :P

My darling's hair looks kiddish! :P MEH, now I get to tease him ;P I'm still not used to it my new hair :/

We went out for lunch at La Mee restaurant. Noodles were so tasty but my chicken ain't. Too much soup and 100plus in my stomach made my stomach went bulging :/ Yeap, it satisfied my appetite apparently.

Then next stop, Artie wants to go to airport to do something with his ticket la :P My boyfriend likes to hold my hands wherever he goes~ *flashback* :P HEHE. When I walked beside him I felt so like a little girl indeed. He's taller than me one headed so it's hard for me to kiss him in fact :P Umm I dont need any blusher, thanks :P *so random*

Then we headed to Jaya for a while for hunting shoes. Ended up didn't buy anything ;P the guys decided to go for a movie. I don't mind, I just wanna be with him ;)

We head off to Seri Q-Lap for a movie. Buying seat last minute of Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. That movie was awesome and adorable ;) I love the way I hugged in his arm wrapped around me while watching movies :D So comfier than my bed xD aww~missing him already xD

AHHHH! I SO LOVE HIM!

老公, 我爱你!

New year, New hair

2010-01-03T06:29:00.000-08:00

Well, seems like it's part of my new year resolution! :D Get my messy hair done! and yes, I'm a little bit regret that I went to the saloon to cut my hair till so short :/

I'm still not used to it when seeing myself infront of the mirror.

I would go like " OMaigosh! who's the.. oh, it's myself -.-" yeap, early in the morning when I happen to brush my teeth.

Happy 2010

2010-01-01T04:41:00.000-08:00

I just got back from Miri to celebrate new year. People had wandering around the town to countdown and most probably awesome fireworks displayed wherever you may go, I guess if you're lucky enough.

Welcoming the new year by awesome greatness expression like ooh and aah or yay? Seeing those spectacular fireworks indeed put me into cloud nine :P

I'm gonna treasured all those memories in 2009. It had been a great year of course. Lots of things happen day by day. Goods and bads, it actually been divided. And stated clearly in my calendar.

Scanned through all those moments I've been through with friends, family and love ones. I won't forget each and every moments I've been through with all of you guys ;)

Hopefully this 2010 will be worth having and happy always to me and everyone ;D

I kept annoyed my mum to go to somewhere for a new year countdown when she told us to just stay at home instead. At night will be a traffic jam since everyone will be going to either Boulevard, Bintang, Ti kong or somewhere else for a new year countdown.

She get annoyed and finally agreed to bring us to Ti kong. There will be lion dance competition from many schools.

It didn't amaze me at all those kitty moves they made -.-' All they just did were hit the drums and the gongs and the lion just go like jumping and hopping and shuffle around. They didn't do any professional stunts. Well, students perform of course.

Got annoyed by all those noisy gongs and drums drumming in my eardrum. I don't want another lion dance in my house for this chinese new year -.-'

"Are you guys ready? WOOO HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

They didn't even countdown and it's not yet 12am. Not yet 1st January 2010 and they had let out the balloons down. I was like "what eh, so suddenly" no fun.

Jump up and downs like monkeys for God sake to get the stupid pop-able balloons which contains lucky number inside -.-' Of course I didn't join the crowd. I'll be acting stupid :P Or worst, squished like a bug :/

When we got out from the shopping mall, the next thing we saw fireworks ;) Ah, pleasant ;) then I've received some messages from my friends a happy new year :D I especially love my dear's new year message (L)

I suggested to phone my dad at Brunei to wish him a happy new year which he didn't follow us down to miri. He was having great time watching his favourite movies and countdown as well at TV. hehe :D

Gosh, I got black circles recently around my eyes :/ That will be part of my new year resolution. To get more sleep and to maintain beauty :P I'll be thinking more of them and points out my weakness and suggest solutions to a new year! :D I'll be loving this year! God Bless! :D

Nightmare New Year Eve

2009-12-31T23:09:00.000-08:00

Screwed it! I hate being left alone at school. I was planning to find my boyfriend somewhere but I couldn't find him. It's been a while we didn't talk to each other :/ I felt something had gone missing between us. But I just couldn't figure it out what.

Somehow nobody actually sees me walking around here. Are they blind or am I invicible? They mind their own business without even took a glance of me and they were all strangers. I've never seen them in my life. It was all so odd.

Oh! There he is! My boyfriend :D I walked to him and he stared at me as if he didn't see me before. What was the matter? He stared at me and not for a while he walked away? :O I gave a flustered expression thinking what had I done wrong?

I tried to get near to him but he's like running away from me. I couldn't reach to him so I just sat alone in the corner pretending that I'm busy or whatsoever on my phone. I went to Facebook to cure my boredom and that's what I'm always doing.

I went into my boyfriend's profile and suddenly caught my eye. His profile picture. Him with his ex holding so close to each other. I was gasp-ing! Did they got back together again? :'( I was crying with all my might. I couldn't remember he did suggest a breakup. How come he got with her all of a sudden. My mind went all wild and my heart all stumbled out. Out of the blue my boyfriend just disappear into the thin air and went back to her again. I was in an emotional state.

Then I saw his ex walking around with her friends. She knew about it too and even told me that they didn't get back together. I didn't know why I trust her because I know him. He's such a loyalty kind of guy who will love his love till the end. I was just another backup for him to keep aside :(

Tears leaked and leaked and leaked, never ending. I felt my face all went wet and so does my side hair. As if I'm sleeping on a wet sponge. Sleeping?

I woke up from the horrible nightmare. I got up and spotted I slept infront of the mirror! -.-' I believe that it is not a good thing to sleep infront of the mirror as the Feng Shui said cause it'll suck some of your spirit or something and maybe gave you nightmare. Oh yes, I'm being superstitious :P

I was glad it was only a nightmare.

All mixed up

2009-12-28T02:24:00.000-08:00

And so my blog simply went into hibernation for the past few days. Apolojize for that ;P hehe. Been busy going out sometimes O:) Not to mention getting lazier to blog nowadays when you have something in mind but have no idea how to reveal it out here :D

Forgot to mention to my blog a MERRY CHRISTMAS. though it's already late for few days but who cares.

What's the date today? Oh yeah, 28th. Nearly the day of 2010. And it's coming pretty quick! I want it quick of course! I can't wait to get my feet step into school! I so miss going to school! I WANNA GO SCHOOL!! *stomp feet* HAHA!

Recently heard from certain person about the result of Olevel. My feelings all mixed up you see :/ Nervous, anger, hyperness, curious, fed up, anxious, worry, the-feelings-that-can't-reveal-it-out. MEH! Waiting for three months are getting on my nerves now :/ I wanted to know so badly. And If I know one day, it definitely won't please my wants. I'm just being not optimistic, don't mind me -.-'

Few days ago, I just went to beach. First time going to beach with my boyfriend. Never have I been to beach with a guy before and yes, it was exactly what I expected. I will never forget that moment when we're holding hands and cuddling together so close that I could hear his heartbeat so clearly :) His eyes locked onto mine and the warmth of his arm wrapped around my waist. He could just lift me up so easily and never complained my weight (I know myself that I'm heavy okay :P) He personally likes to pinch my face cause I smile a lot when I'm with him. Just because of my baby-fats pops out when I did that :P I just had a wonderful great time with him! Never have I feel so been love :D This is awesome-ness! :D He treats me like a princess, spoils and babies me ;D He treats me like I always be. Having him is one of the best of my life!

Dumbfounded

2009-12-23T00:17:00.000-08:00

Suppose today was the last day going to gym but ended up didn't go anywhere. Being stucked at home seems pretty boring.

Hopefully there ain't no any event by my family suggestion on the Christmas day. I just wanna lingering around my baby boy ;D

And yes, Christmas are just around the corner ;)

I've kept a record. First time going out to go to my boyfriend's work place sounds pretty exciting!

And yes, he was all dumbfounded when he saw me and yes, surprised. I was actually pretty scared to go meet him there and gave a BOO-YEAH surprise :P

Heheh, I just love to stare at the moment he got shocked by my presence :P

Just knew

2009-12-22T23:49:00.000-08:00

It says there was no evidence of trauma to Murphy's body.

Assistant Chief Coroner Ed Winter says the autopsy was completed Monday.

Murphy died Sunday 20th December 2009 after collapsing in the bathroom of her Hollywood Hills home. Winter says her family told coroner's investigators she had been suffering from flu-like symptoms in the days before her death.

I went like WOT? and omg. She died ?

RIP Brittany Murphy.

Doctor: Brittany Murphy's Death Similar To Anna Nicole Smith, Heath Ledger & Michael Jackson.

"I believe that Brittany Murphy's death will prove to be essentially the same as the deaths of Anna Nicole Smith, her son Daniel Smith, Michael Jackson and Heath Ledger," Dr. Cyril Wecht told Access Hollywood in an interview on Tuesday.

That news, I didn't know. But when it comes to research more, I found out that Britttany had also suffered cardiac arrest. Yeap, likewise Michael Jackson.

I love one of her movies which is the ramen girl.

Click here to see the plots of this movie ;)

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Physical Fitness

2009-12-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

Oh don't blame us for being a beginner at Fitness Zone :P That's more like sakai than a beginner :P HAHA. My sis and I went to fetch Viv first then off we zoom to Kiulap Fitness Zone. Yeap, that's our plan!

We chit chat in the car and when it's almost near our destination, my sis, forgot to bring out the 3tickets with her which was actually at her other wallet -.- Yeap, the ticket shows the 3days trial which is totally important for our entrance as we didnt wish to actually become a member there. We never actually experience in a gym before so yeah today was the first time ;)

And oh! We had to head off back to our home to get the tickets -.-' All the blames put on my sis! Then my bro planned to follow us after we head back to get the tickets.

We all went amused by the surrounding there as if we're tourists -.- We were trying to not make it obvious of course trying to act normal as it seems. HAHA.

Then first we were in awed by the surroundings and yes, we were acting as if we're a noob :P Didn't know how to function all those I-so-called sophisticated machine -.-' The tred mill (Is that how you spell it?)

Tiring after about ten minutes or so. I'm so lack of stamina :O I began to feel breatheless. Eish, so useless eh :P

My favourite place : the restroom. They got air-conditioner and big mirror can! :P Even a place to get shower and hair-dryer :P

Then we went explore to another surrounding, we found out a more user-friendly kind of machine? :P We don't actually need a trainer.

Meh, I was all in a sakai mode. I never thought this ball was used for sitting it. Or maybe use it for jumping? I don't know as long as I didn't burst it by sitting em.

As I thought this was a skipping rope. What a noob-er :P And I don't know what is this called.

First day will be doing the try-it-all. The next day will be serious training! OKay! Down there I saw WU ZHUN! posters yeah -.-' HAHA.

Did I just mention there were lots of hot chinese guys at the basketball court? ;P Too bad I didn't see them clearly without my spec or contact.

When we were on the way going down from Fitness Zone, we spotted more guys at the swimming pool. What a spoiler eh seeing half-naked guys -.-' HAHAH! It was an accident! :O *hide face*

What a BLAST!

2009-12-18T19:40:00.000-08:00

It was on 16th December 2009 ;) My beshtie's big day! :D Rhona's has been my bestest friend since Form1. Yeap, I know her for so long, she doesn't change herself. That's what I like her the most. Be herself ;) HEHE Renee, Rhon's sister planned to give her a surprise party for her a week before. I received her message by the time I got from KL. It was pretty late for me to do all those plans so Deejah be her assistant instead ;)

She really did a great job. Not to mention Rhona didn't have any idea about this party plan. We were so innocent ;p Dijah fetched me to the Mall, Rizqun. We were all discussing about Rhona's birthday in the car. Her 18th birthday was a big deal for them :P

Dijah and I met up with the Katok-ians somewhere around the Rizqun so we said hi. We, the fours were only the soon-to-be juniors at Katok which is Bree, Zhafri, Dijah and I. Yeap, a bit awkward seeing them Katok having fun and they were going wild taking pictures. That is why I don't have much pictures.

Zhan was lost back then ;P I saw him circling around the Rizqun area :P Poor him. I 'psst'ing him several times -.- CHEW! He's dead :P

Dijah look great! :D She told me that she nearly wore the same necklace as I am. Mine's heart! ;D

My darling came late cause of his work. I knew he was with the microphone! I know his voice! :P HEHE!

Here comes the BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D HAHA She was really in a state of shock! I saw her mouth wide open several times :P HAHA! Rhona look fabulous in red and makeups! :P First time I see her in high heels too! :D WAH!

Each one of us must make her a wish and some speech. Gad, I was speechless at first :P Nervous made me speechless noh :P But when I started to speak, I'm getting okay with it and wanna make more speech again!

Yeap, we triplets always got together! Bree, Dijah and I ;) The three musketeers :P HAHA. Rhona gave me a mean look when I smiled to her :P

After making wish and speeches for her, she blew out those candles. May her wishes come true ;D Then we cuddle! :D

After our dinner, time to PARTAY! Neh, im' not good in dancing -.-' hahha.

My baby boy looked great that night ;)

He actually planned to drive me home but my mum was at Jaya so my darling and I went up to meet my mum.

Overall it was awesome! :D I won't babble much anymore cause not in a mood to babble :P Heh. Love him <3

Here I am!

2009-12-18T19:30:00.000-08:00

I finally gotten myself a perfect blogskin! :D Yeah, I've been searching and scrolling down and up, here and there :P It's bloody RED! :D And no, red ain't my favourite colour. I just find this pretty amuse to view :P It's still under progress though. So I might wanna edit them after a while. In the mean time, I'm getting lazier ;O

Berakas 13th

2009-12-15T02:00:00.000-08:00

Berakas 13th

Firaa organized and planned earlier a month ago for this reunion of our primary school :D HEHE. It was on Sunday, 13th December. Some of them still remains the same as my school but few moved to other school like STPRI and Hussain. Nevertheless, I never forget you guys ;D You guys, kiddish face :P HEHE.

Till now, I could see you guys mature already but neh, acting still childish while playing on the beach! :D HAHA.

Actually I wasn't at all close to them. Not really close. Cause it's been a while I didn't keep in touch with them. So therefore I decided to bring my boyfriend along ;) So I won't be like sitting in the corner doing nothing while they talking the things which I don't understand what are they talking about :/

Yeah I know, I was a shy girl back then in primary! Oh stop reminding me. I was wayyy shy back then -.- And I was wayyy quiet :O I got few friends only. Like them ;)

We had BBQ at the Berakas Forest Reserve! :D Crowded. So many people occupied here and there. They came early like sooo early in the morning just to get a place. I came late cause my mum and siblings came along too.

Those juicy chickens I miss them much! :D HEHE. But I ate one or two, a bit shy meh ;P haha! Instead I date a lot with my boyfriend rather than hanging out with them :S

My mum saw us holding hands at the beach :/ No way I could hide again cause she knows everything :P

When it's about 3-ish, Matt's dadi and mami fetched me :/ I was a bit awkward but nevertheless I did say hi to them ;) Cause I got no transport to go home so yeah. They seemed friendly and sweet hehe :D

Then Matt took over to fetch me home. But he had to fetch one of his basketball team to his next match at Batu Bersurat. How I wish I could follow him to there but neh, night time is impossible for me to go out unless got some important function.

First time my boyfriend drive me home HEHE :D I feel so safe ;D

I reached home immediately teased by my lil brother -.-'

He goes like this "EEYYER Your boyfriend ahh! I see you holding hands with him!" :O

Fine, he wins :P

Meh!

2009-12-15T01:56:00.000-08:00

Meh!

Aiyaa, what happen to my blogskin hah? Corrupted :S I'll change my blogskin soon T.T See if I got time or not loh ;D

Told ya so

2009-12-14T23:11:00.000-08:00

Told ya so

Ah yes. It's been last four or three days ago I got back from my vacation and I haven't got any time to post something in my blog. Oh hell yay! KL was a one thrilling vacation! One week just ain't enough for me :/ hehe.

Kuala Lumpur is wayy different from here, Brunei. At 12midnight or late night still got lots of people wandering about at the street and traffic jam could be seen here and there. Lots of teenagers, pretty(s) and handsome(s) so visible. They can be found at the shopping centre of course and yes, disco club :P Only I never step into that area.

When I walked outside the street I could smell carbon monoxide gas from the exhaust fumes and cigarettes. So much air and noise pollution too! I barely couldn't see where I'm going cause I kept closing my nose to prevent sniffing those I-so-called-putrefying gas -.-' Yuck. Everywhere I go, I saw people smoking. So inconsiderate to people surrounding them don't ya think. Sigh.

Shopping centre there were wayy hundred times bigger than the mall O:) WEE~ I love it! Never I get tired from shopping. After about two hours walking, my legs get all worned out and I was thinking of massage :P

My sister and I went for a fish spa to try them out. My mum just went for a massage. Fish spa was really a great experience for me! I miss those fishy manage to make me laugh due to the tickling attack from them! :D HAHA! At first I was like, "GAHH look at that fish is so BIIIGGG! Can we refund?" HAHA we payed them first (RM 28 for 30mins) before we went into fish spa so I was thinking to refund. I haven't even dipped down my leg yet. then when I dipped them I was like giggling! It was ticklish can :P Those fishes eat dead skin! I know, I went all sakai!

I love all those decorations of upcoming christmas there. It brings christmas spirit which warm down my heart ;) I can explain how wonderful and those attraction so beautiful! Many tourists came down and took pictures.

After two days roaming around KL, we went to Genting Highlands. Highlands means cold so yeah cold -.- I meant really cold. The wind outside blowing so strong that even air-conditioner wind can't defeat that. *shivering*

I met my grandma, aunt and uncle there ;) So great to see them again. Our family and I will be visiting them again on the upcoming cny ;) hehe.

Oh yeah the great part from Genting was outdoor games! WUHOO! :D HAHA! I wish I could stay there more than two days ;) Yeah great fun! I ride on roller coaster, my first time! It went upside down twice which I could feel it! I didn't dare to open my eyes. So for the whole ride, I feel only no open eyes :P HAHA.

Pirate ship makes my leg and heart when soft when you get to sit at the very end of the boat. Neh, at the centre you can't feel a thing at all so no fun. My sister, brother and I were lucky we get to sit at the second last row :D WOOT! I laughed more than screaming :P

We rode on the space shot too! I went like WHOOAA! :O you know the thingy that makes you go up and up and up then suddenly with a massive SUDDEN it goes DOOOWWNNN!! then went up again then goes downnnn!! HAHAHH! SO FUN! :D when it goes down, I was flying in the air! :O

Comes to the adult merry go round (forgot the name) that makes you went dizzy o.O it was way fast when it turn round and round. Okay it's a good thing I didn't ride all those ride right after my lunch :/

Those are my most memorable experiences ;) HEHE And I miss all them so much! I can't wait another year to go there again ;D More pictures, visit my Facebook ;D

Hibernation

2009-12-05T22:20:00.000-08:00

Hibernation

My blog will undergoing into hibernation for a week ;) Cause I'll be going for a vacation at KL. So here I am before leaving Brunei, I shall blog something. No internet connection, no nothing there :O Sigh, my facebook notifications will be outrageous when I get back to check them ;P

I personally will miss everyone. But I definitely will miss my baby boy more than anyone else ;)

The moment I closed the webcam, my tears began to leak. I don't know maybe because I just missed him too much. A week seems like forever. MEH, okay that's too dramatic :P I'm gonna miss him so much! He'll wait for my return ;D

Sand painting

2009-12-04T09:51:00.000-08:00

Sand painting

I was up late to watch this video and to download them up :D I like the part Jaychou plays cello and Cindy Yen plays piano ;) Jaychou's new song by the way. I'm waiting for his new album ;D

Cute! ^^

2009-12-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

Cute! ^^

Somehow it resembles my dear and I ;) Love it! *mwah!*

Oh dear

2009-12-04T05:04:00.000-08:00

Oh dear

Yesterday went mall with my mum and bros :D hehe That's when I bought the casual top. Good thing I didn't buy the white top cause majority agree I do suit on the casual one :D Yeah, I know I look kiddish in that white -.- Small part of it I'll take it as compliment :P oh yeah, I get to do my nails there too! And it actually satisfy my wants ;)

Shopping is fun when you get to buy something which you really like ;) Most girls do agree on that. And whoop-de-do~ I get to see my friends at the mall! :D Bumped with Aiman and Amyy after doing my shopping. So great to see them and Amyy actually thought I'm shrinking when I spotted she actually wearing her high heels. I ain't shrinking :O I'm trying my best to get taller ne :P hehe.

Hope when I get back from my vacation I wanna hang out with my friends ;D Miss them so much, really! I was thinking to hug them when saw them coincidencely but I didn't :P

Oh dear, my vacation's gonna last for a long time. Quite long actually. I'm going off from Sunday till next Friday. Surviving without laptop, internet, facebook or messaging :O Sounds really horrible than hell! *sob sob* I'm gonna miss people in Brunei cause I'm head off to KL! Typical vacation place.

Going huaho today ;D I didn't plan to buy anything when my head is actually set to meet my love only :P So great to see him again eventhough we actually see each other in person for few days ago only but my desire to see him again is releashing like fireworks! (wtheck -.-)

I was in his arms again. Wrapping around me feels so warm and he gets to pinch my face again! :P I should smile more seldom cause when I smiled all my baby fats from my face will popped out and he gets the advantage on pinching me again :p haha! But I love it when he did that :P

I'm gonna enjoy the sundae chocolate he bought me from DQ. He actually kept his promise cause he promise me to buy for me someday. I shared with him before I go home. Hehe I spoonfed him ;) He's so cute :D

Today will be the last day I get to see him in person before going my vacation :) I'm gonna miss holding his wide warm hands <3

Which?

2009-12-03T01:53:00.000-08:00

Which?

Oh hey readers! :D Which suits me better eh? ;)

Angel-like? :O

Casual? :P

Whoop-de-doo

2009-12-02T04:37:00.000-08:00

Whoop-de-doo

I ain't bored at home no more. Well, that was just a yesterday. Eventhough duration going out was just one and a half hours? -.-' Even going out with mum and bros instead of friends, I don't mind. As long as I could get away from my house :O YAH, I sound bored and jobless.

Mami suddenly said she wanted to bring us to see horses and going to beach! :D Great, I won't be continue my daily routine at home, like a domestic robot. Yiaap. My job currently is becoming a housewife *sob sob* I wanna get a job after my vacation! :D

Went to the JPMC near got this horse-yard? Is that what they call? They kept horses there and my brother was being lame. "why got horse near hospital ah?" Then I said, a"how about you ask the one who's incharged of this?" " aiyaa, cause its a "horse-pital" mahh " HAHA -.-'

Come to think of it, it makes perfect sense. Well the pronounciation is more or like the same wat. My legs are being tortured again. I suffered from mosquitoes love-bites again. I kept scratching like there's no tomorrow and I barely breathe! Due to the putrifying smell from the horses. Yesh! Eventhough horses looks cute, they smell alright :P

Horsy won't let me touch it. He's kind of stubborn. Okay I'm not sure of its gender so it's an IT.

My brothers are the sakai-ness of all. Can't believe they actually thrilled and went hyper when they get to touch the horse! -.-' They feed them with grasses and they actually bring them one by one of the horses :P

Right on time the sun began to set :D Wish I can watch sunset with my beloved one ;) hehe.

My lil brother was funny :P HAHA. He acted as if he never seen waves before. When the waves coming, he goes like " AHHHH!!.. HAHAAHHA" Like that :P

Wuhoo. Into the deep blue sea ~ Happy commit suiciding ~ MEH

I love Matt Voon! :D hahah So random ;P This reminds me of you <3

Two is better than one

2009-12-01T01:48:00.000-08:00

Two is better than one

Two Is Better Than One Feat Taylor Swift - Boys Like Girls Mp3

[ft. Taylor Swift]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one